Wednesday, August 29, 2007
This is touching.
I have really so many god damn thing to do.
It's really driving me crazy. T.M.D
Anyway, please visit this blog.
Do help to cheer this small girl up.
Her bf pass away recently as reported on news.
This is saddening.
Saw from Anson laogong bloggie.
Makes me think, we really need to cherish everyone around us, people we loves.
missy raine, I do know what dislike, I am sorry got mentioning it.
Sorry, you should know, i really cared.
I cherish. YOU.
Lalalalala, hun I am coming for my ice-cream and chocolates!!!
hehe.
Eh girl & love, let's go out one day, i miss you!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 2:29 AM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007
You want to re-link me
Chez`RaNtEd aT 2:17 AM

Friday, May 25, 2007
Well, this is it!
Okay. Actually I planned to finish my (FULL template) before I let you guys know my new URL. But aiya. I very scare troublesome one.
COME`on.
Remember to link me.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:29 PM

Change Of URL.
Hi all. Haha.
I gonna change my bloggie url AGAIN!
YES YES! AGAIN!!!
Okay lah, I am so sorry for being such a troublesome person.
But as you know. My blog is bloody lag correct?
Heehee. Changing it not so lay chey for you guys to view mah.
HEEHEEHEEHEE.....
OOps. Fannie Wed on MON.
SAT I am still in FMC working. WTH.
SO much thing to do oh~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:31 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007
Foul Mood.
Change of song.
Girl told me to change my awful song.
Haha. Okay done~
Anyway in a damn foul mood today.
Though I think my work seems quite smooth to me.
But still. Haiz.
Single is really a much better choice I guess.
I don't know lah.
But I feel like... don't know leh.
Whatever lah.
Hmmm. Going for fannie wedding on monday.
Wondered what's girl wearing.
Girl how ah,
Haiz...
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:48 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007
It's another day.
There is quite a lot of scanning to do so I am going to do a quick post.
After that I would concentrate on my work learning the precious value yesterday.
What is it? Being a leader, you got to have the "leader image".
In life there's a lot of factors that leads you to promotions.
Like for example, (Performance) <3
Performance is the main thing that FMC looked out for in a employee.
SO. I will try my best...
Another thing that I think I am lack of is attendance & image.
Attendance is because I am only entitled 10 days annual leave?
As for image because I used to smoke last time ma. LOL.
Okay Okay. We all really need to become a better person.
More grooming & make yourself prettier & more attractive.
Don't stop learning so I am getting my diploma this year.
Might be a little late. But it's better than never.
Persuing my Diploma, Car license are my top priority right now.
Of course. My number one is still earning big bucks.
I came to realise that, if you want to earn more money.
You cannot only focus on one. You must spilt it out & earn in different places.
Revenue cannot decrease. Can only keep increasing!
MY TARGET~!!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:47 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007
PHOTO-graphy. =)
Photoshoot @ Chinese Garden
There`s like a lot of photos to upload. But I am sorry cause I am really very lazy & no time.Just show you guys some k?
I am a "rabbit"! =X
Kind of lame though.
Okay lah. Think that would be all lah cause I am really very lazy.
It's time for lunch now but don't think I am eating.
Don't feel like eating. But instead, I have the mood to sleep.
So I am just going to upload this entry & SLEEP!
ZZZZZZZZ...
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:00 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007
Photoshoot @ Chinese Garden.
Well. I have got some of the shoots.
But no time to actually post it
lah.
I have lots of work to do
nahz.
Haiz. So vexed.
You preach what you sow.
Is that true
anot? I really don't know.
I just know that I missed him so badly & wanted to be with him each & every single day.
But I can't.
Had a tiff yesterday. Didn't wanted it though.
Girl. Let's not let history happen to us again.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:43 PM

I am FAT
AHhh..... I don't want to live anymore!!!
Everyone was saying that I am fat! I am fat I am fat!
Ya... I used to be 42Kkg & now I am 47.2.
Few days back I am 48.5!!!
CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?
The moment I reached girl house... Aunty & Uncle BOTH SAY I AM FAT!!!
I got tummy and all those shit!!!
I kept lying to myself that.
I am not fat I am not fat!
BUT I AM FAT
SHIT. GOD... Make my friends around me fatter!
ESPECIALLY CASSE!!!
SHE... she bloody hell called me ah fat.
"AH FAT"!!!!!~
KNN. SObs.
I am not fat, I am ultra thin last time.
SO I am just a little more chubby,
wahhaha~
Okay I lied again.
Bobian. Recently I too good life.
Seldem eat KOPITAIM.
Cry, I dont' want. I want thinthin.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:26 AM

Friday, May 18, 2007
Earning money by blogging.
I think I saw a way to do it.
Check it out more then let you guys play.
Hee. But actually I also think not much people viewed my blog.
Maybe my ardent reader girlgirl.
Other than that really don't know already.
Sianz.
Anyway yesterday I was thinking.
Losing my Citigems bracelet also nothing much lah.
Correct. It's $1100++ but still.
If compared to losing people that I love.
I would rather kiss the bracelet good bye.
Got to find out more ways of earning more money.
I think I have been slacking alot
wahhahah~
TATA~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:22 PM

PDL mistake.
SCREAM!!!!!
Supposedly going to BBDC to renew my PDL
Serene even help me to queue lor. (Cause the queue in BBDC is also damn fucking long)
Afterwhich we realized.
KNN. Not at BBDC renew lah. @ post office.
Wah Liew~~~
So we just simply cabbed down to fetch Serene & back to FMC.
Haiz. Whatever lah. I am right here now.
Working on my scannings.
Cannot give up halfway.
My friends. JIA YOU BA!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:21 PM

Lame` entry.
Okay. Enough of my lameness.
=X
I don't know why I also like [[man tou]] so much.
Must be Missy Bun influence me.
Yucks.
Hahahahaha.
18 more minutes to weekend again!
Happy happy~
Though, I am coming back for work tomorrow after getting my PDL.
Haha. Bo Bian alot of things to do cum SUNDAY going out with baobei.
Nevermind. Anyway had heavy lunch just now.
@ United Square.
My lovely boss bought us there for PIZZA.
Muahahaha~
I love working in FMC.
FMC FMC FMC FMC FMC FMC FMC FMC FMC FMC
Before I end.
Show you a very lame pic of me in the toilet!
LOLs.
Oh ya. It's TingSin Bday Chalet today.
Hmm. Won't be joining Alicia they all ba.
I have something on today.
Heehee.
Happy happy bday to you TTS!!!
Though we are not really that close.
Partly also because of Eric. (He don't like his GF to be close with his brothers one)
But anyway. All along I very admire his witty brain.
Don't MISUNDERSTAND ah. No feelings.
HE's my good sister BF too.
Hope you guys enjoy.
ERIC will be going too.
Hope he enjoy himself too.
Tata~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:15 AM

Thursday, May 17, 2007
New Hairstyles - Shorter Fringe.
Haha. Had my haircut @ JP Sandstorm.
Been ages since I went there for a haircut.
Ever since Stanley went back to Malaysia.
So this time I requested for a girl to do my hair cut for me.
Whahaha~!!! =D
Damn "Kang Gong" look correct.
Hecks lah. =X
Me & Bud.
Haha. She's being so nice to accompany me to SANDSTORM for a haircut.
Not knowing whether her hair will POMG a not after that.
Wahaha. But it turned out nicely instead.
SO what must you say?
Thank you!
Wahahaha~!!!
& the Miss Bun that sits in front of me.
Whahaha. Tell you a secret.
She have fetish for. "Pretty Man" which is???
BAD INFLUENCE!!! BADBAD INFLUENCE!!!
Hahaha. Moreover she's a cookie monster/ chocolate monster/ HL milk monster.
[Sweating badly] (-_-")
Wahahah. SO in the mood to blog today.
Muakahahhaaha...
I loves SATURDAY!!! =D
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:02 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Boring
Recently I haven't been posting any good & long interesting entries.
Partly is because I am too busy at work. =X
I will try to think of more things to blog about.
Haha. Also cannot say think la.
When the feel comes I will just blog it.
Currently my life.
Very happy I can say.
I am doing things that I want to do & feel to do.
I am following my heart & being myself.
Sometimes I feel quite sad when I sees people brooding over relationship matters.
I feel like. There's actually no such need what, correct?
When 2 are in love. They will be in love.
There's no need to use scheming ways to win them over.
& somemore wanna dump them later!
Haiz. What for? Just because you wanna win.
Why make life so difficult for you & the other party?
Just. Clean cut.
Me & Eric have been too dragy in the past.
& this clean cut. Really makes my life a different.
I cannot say that he's not a good bf,
or maybe like what he say, he may not be a good bf because before he's officially attached to me, he hasn't got a gf for 2 years?
But please. We have been together for almost one year & don't tell me you still don't know how to be a good bf?
Perhaps it's my fault too. I pampered him too much.
I shouldn't have. Hais.
But what over is over. Right now me and Eric can be considered as friends.
Not very good friends maybe.
Well, but to be fair with him.
I must say that he have his plus points too. =D
All the best to his future.
Friends around me who likes to complain to me about their BFs stuffs & all.
I just wanna say.
WAKE UP! It's time to find the next better player.
Don't always say you really very love him ah blarblarblar ALL BULLSHIT!
Cannot love without him & he hurts you deeply.
(SPIT**)
You choose to be happy or sad.
Don't blame others.
OKAY!
pissed off~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:58 PM

Photo-Shoot
Supposedly going for a photo-shoot with my baobei this sunday.
But I got rashes leh how to wear bikini?
Girl, the most I wear dress nia don't stress me okay?
I just wanna take a nice photo with my gonna 4 years sistership with you.
=D Okay? & you say SUNDAY I am all yours.
But where do you wanna go?
Sunday we can't club either.
Let me know your agenda cause I need to plan.
Love, qy
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:33 PM

Tarot Card.

You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Gotten this test from Anson laogong.
Muackahaha.
She's DEVIL & I am EMPRESS~!!!
Okie I admit I am lame~
Wah damn busy today.
Really. Time passes very fast oh when you work seriously.
But I am not going to OT today because I have some important thing to see to.
Hehs. Love ya deep! =)
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:13 AM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Never Ending Workload.
I believe my blog is getting more & more boring.
Damn shitty one la. My workload is like...
Never-ending one lor. Can you imagine.
When I almost wanted to finish.
Here comes another stack.
I cannot stand it anymore.
CHAO CHEE BYE!
Damn fucked up. =X
I hate it hate it. To the core!!!!!
Gonna stay back for OT again today.
Haiz.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:09 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007
The gold VS diamonds.
Definitely the gold ruled over the diamond.
Or can I just say, the value is higher.
Hee. Whatever lah. I am very happy about it.
WooHoo. I am a happy girl now.
& I actaully slept from 6pm to 6am!
FULL OF ENERGY!
Been quite a while I had a good night sleep.
Refreshing*!!!
Okay. I am working hard for my scanning now.
BYE~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:51 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2007
I lost my bracelet!
((CRY LOUDLY))
I think I am such a nag telling the whole world that I have just lost my bracelet!
It cost 1.1k leh. I am so so so so so SAD can?
I just got to know that it cost 1.1K!
I thought it's just 5-600 bucks.
Can you feel my heart aching?
SO pain. It's tearing!
Just kill me someone. Please!
I am so unlucky recently.
Cry & Cries.
Where have my lady luck gone to? Why!!!!!
Why that bracelet?
Please! I hope that the one who found it will return me.
God will love you deep deep.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:11 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007
Friday
Watched 28 weeks later. Wah hahaha!
Damn stunning lor so
GROSS. But!!!
I like~Might be going to town area tomorrow to get myself a dress~!!!
Lost 50 bucks yesterday & (XXX) secretary put it back in my coin pouch.
I think I dropped the 50 bucks on cabbie.
Haha. I am touched anyway. Thanks.
Next Sunday will be meeting my bestie baby. Cassevonrie CHIA!
Then 28th will be Fannie's wedding.
Girl will you be bring brother along?
Haha. Love you deepest! =D
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:50 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Unneccessary Noises
A meeting held. A good one?
I suppose. Well, be more professional the next time round.
How's life for me?
Not too bad.
=)
Chez`RaNtEd aT 2:35 AM

Monday, May 07, 2007
Expressive Entry.
Yawns...
I hadn't have enough sleep recently.
I will continue with my (better person plan) today!
Yeahyeah! Anyway I saw my laogong Anson bloggie.Makes me feel so touched & sad. But you should know that I

you.
I will never hide things from you. But when you said my words always melts your heart.
I feel very

. =)
Okay time for me to work ler!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:50 PM

The Result.
Yups. I am very satisfied with myself today.
90% I can become a better person.
I will. & continue all the way.
This is the first ever time I am working OT till 9 though no one company me.
& I am so proud of myself.
Wahahaha~
I don't care what others say anymore.
Being able to accomplish my work is something a satisfaction.
Finally. I get what Dennis said.
=D
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:40 AM

Sunday, May 06, 2007
Monday.
It's the begining to become a better person.
JIA YOU~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:31 PM

Saturday, May 05, 2007
Broken Heart
Well. Girl, I decided to be low prolife so don't mention that anymore.
Anyway. I am really dishearten with the things he do.
There's no more turning back for us.
I am sure.
Ric's mom called me yesterday.
Using Florence HP.
Asking if I am good. Is everything doing fine for me.
I missed her.
SO much even though sometimes I did complain about her naggins style & all.
But still. She's one of the best auntie I have ever came across.
I ask her about Ric.
She said he went back to camp yesterday.
Alot more lah.
At the moment, my heart ached.
I didn't know why. After all those things that he have done to me &...
I am still feeling the hurt.
I shouldn't have bothered about him at all.
Eric. The name that I can never forget.
Perhaps after sometimes when he got himself a new GF would be the day.
Ya.. I cannot imagine that.
But it would happen sooner or later.
He kept claiming that I am the cause of everything.
But please. I beg him to touch his conscience and answer me.
Have I failed my duty as his GF?
I don't think so.
Heaven & Earth knows the truth.
People around us have eyes to see & judge,
Everyone think that I have made the right choice to leave him.
I feel it that way too.
At least. I am really happier..
Much more happier.
I am really happy with my current life.
Without him. Life still goes on.
I have never ever thought that we would turned out this way.
Same goes for Jack & Carol.
I heard that their relationship is kind of " very rocky" state.
I don't know what's happening to everyone of us.
I don't know and I do not wish to know too.
Right now. I just want to concentrate on my work.
That's all!
Yups. I forgotten to congrats Joey da jie for her confirmation into FMC staff.
I am really very happy for you.
From the pit of my heart.
I have always treat you as a big sister.
=)
Okay. I wanted to be a better person too.
I shall take Joey as my role model.
Work hard for my future!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:19 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007
Blogless Mind.
I was wondering. Thinking hard**Why is it that I have nothing much to blog about recently.
Looking at my blog entry (compared to Stacy), my colleague who sat in front of me.She's like typing a never ending essay. (Smack forehead).
& Why??? Why is it that I can't. Can't do that anymore.Not anymore.
(Hiak) Whatever lah. I will just try to blog a bit before I start work.I wanna really focus on my work lor.
BIG GRIN.
Recently rather stress about the confirmation to FMC contact thingy.Haiz. Maybe Admin is really not the type of job for me.
But, I cannot bear to leave my friends & colleagues, Bosses & all.The benefit in FMC is good enough for me.The location cannot be any better for me.The environment suited me. The timing is good to me. (I will need to continue with my studies in Oct)The D&D and those gatherings and outings.The people loves me.& I love them as well
I should really give a serious thought about it.I should slack anymore. Or thinking that I will only do what I am paid to.I must do my job with pride.So do it the best.
Like what Don say. Whether it's a big tree or just a small grass.Even a small grass. Be the (BEST) small grass ever.
I will I will. =)
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:22 PM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007
No more surfing for me.
I wan to be a better person.
I wan be a good girl.
So less blogging more working!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 6:45 PM

Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Melancholic Rain.
Wells. It's like raining heavily now.
Hmm. No wonder I cannot get out of my bed today.
Aww. Nice weather to sleep. =X
Hmmm. Went to Pasir ris yesterday for cycling!!!
Haha. Damn shiok. Never been so sweaty for quite sometime.
Wahahaha~ Supposingly wanna go play ESCAPE!!!
But alot of games cannot play. Machine spoilt or something la.
So... Nvm lah.
Yesterday was a happy day!
Seems like I have been negleating this blog for the other.
Oh man. Whatever. Gonna work hard today!
JIA YOU ba LYE QIAN YI!!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:50 PM

Monday, April 30, 2007
Feeling So Emo
I seems to have ((Unfinished)) work forever!
I am so so so pissed off with brother LING!
Damn it~
It's like really alot alot lor.
I feel like crying already nah!
Tomorrow labour day.
Cannot work no matter how if not will turn into an ox.
Working non-stop for the entire year.
Cannot. I don' t want!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:11 AM

Sunday, April 29, 2007
Monday Blues.
I am really in a very "down" mood today.
First, I think I lost my pass.
Second, there is a lot of scanning to do.
Third, I am having a bad headache.
Bad day. Can't wait to finish off work.
Go out
gaigai tomorrow.
Labour day.
Who the hell is going to come back for work.
Oops. Raine is I think
heh heh...
Oh ya. Went to
Sentosa on Saturday.
The cute dolphin
lagoon & underwater world.
Had great fun.
Muacks. Thanks. Love it.
Imagine me without you.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:46 PM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Poor BuBu.
Just wanna let GIRL know.

My "Fat Fat" is not a Hamster okay!
He's a Guinea pig.
(Screams my head off)
Even Gera knew lor.
Tsk. NVM.
I love you still.
_____________________
My Anson laogong is another clever girl.
70% Claps**
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:04 PM

Raining Heavily.
(Laughs) Oh Man. It's like, raining super heavily oh~So "don't wanna work" BUT OF COURSE! Cannot cannot. I must keep my little promise to Mr. Dennis Tin.
Ah-ha!Aiai is like so fair!80% for both huiling & me!& it's like me & girl used to think we understand each other alot.Actually. Not really ba.
I am not working tomorrow!Yeah! Going to QIP course with helea!Muachahah!
Don't miss me oh~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:43 PM

Going Home Soon.
10 Minutes Countdown!!!
I know I am such a lazy bum lah but I am really not in the mood to work when baby's not around!
Hah. Gonna company my precious go JP.
Walk walk Eat eat.
Ahhh... 8 minutes left.
Serene & Loh go dating!
Anyway what I wanna say?
Yar har what I wanna say ahh?
Shit, I forget already!!!
Emm. I re-do huiling test & scored full marks!
(Play Cheat)
LMAO.
He's always on my mind!
Though I don't think he even cared.
Haha. Who cares.
qianyi`
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:37 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Who Knows Me Best!
WOAH~
I don't know who is this ((Useless Tian))
But think he/she knows me & Huiling ba.
90% leh. Cool oh~
Luckily me & Girl same same.
Meaning. We still need to understand each other better ba.
Heehee. Just came back from Burger KINGZ!
Yummy~
Damn full right now.
Gonna OT tonight.
Haha.
I miss you oh~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:19 PM

Going To BBDC or not?
Been ages since I last had my driving lessons.
Was wondering whether I should go for a lesson today.
A-ha!
ANYWAY, tried girl's (True Friend Quiz) which I merely scored a 70%
Haha. Cannot blame also lah.
Now her top friend is "AI" mah.
=P
It's okay. =D
By the way.
Looking at the 3 photos in my wallet.
Wondering whether I should take them all out of my sight or not.
It's been some time since he called or even SMS-ed me.
Makes me feel like? "Do I ever exist in his heart?"
Nope.
Think he's getting well with his life.
I should get on with my life too.
SLowly.
He shall disappear.
Tingsin Bday is coming & Alicia set up this chalet.
Was wondering whether I should even attend to that.
Haiz.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:54 PM

Fun!

Create your own Friend Test here
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:35 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007
OT-ing or not?
Should I or should I not OT today?
I don't think so.
I would rather go out with love.
Heehee.
Muacksahaha.
I wanna go Sentosa!
Underwater world.
Dolphin Lagoon.
Whatever lah.
=D
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:39 PM

Misunderstandings.
Sometimes. It's better to clear "whatever" misunderstandings when you get to know it.
Specially for my Anson laogong.
It's not you I am talking about.
The person that interferer is someone else.
Someone you don't know ba.
Yar. Anyway. I don't give a damn about him.
Though... You're the one I cared & worried more about.
I don't want you to paint a ugly picture of me.
But after reading your blog. I am actually rather happy.
Happy knowing that you can actually understand my feelings.
Let me go to the places I yearn for.
Thanks.
=)
It's a line now.
Not a triangle nor a square.
It's offcially a line.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:57 PM

Morning.
I wondered who's the (ERIC) on my tag board.
Definitely not the
original him.
Don't know which bloody
idiot imitation a**.
Tell you what. Scram off okay.
Retarded.
Well. Got to complete my scanning by today.
Then maybe can "jiap" Stacy Jie a bit~
Woo~
Going to SENTOSA this saturday with all my colleagues!
FUN FUN FUN.
Hadn't been enjoying myself for quite sometime.
May will be a busy one for me.
Might be going Genting Highland & Taiwan.
Nono. Genting is (Confirmed), but Taiwan still planning.
Then fannie wedding Banquet on 28th.
My driving lessons.
Oh ya!
I am going to share a car with my sister.
Hyundai Avente. Silver one.
Cheap & classic.
Can lah can lah.
Wait till I get my license in August!
Muacks.
Pray Pray let me get my license.
And got to enroll MDIS when I got my AWS & Bonus.
Got to go bank ask about my online banking & make the NTUC membership.
Then have Rebate!
hehehehehe.
Time to work.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:41 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007
Friends Gathering.
I simply can't get enough of this.
I love the times @ Soon house with them all.
Sometimes I feel sad when friends like to interfer in love r/s.
Whether it's his side or mine side.
I don't care when 2 are deeply in love.
So friends. Please do not step in & give me whatever advice about my love r/s.
I don't like it at all.
Not a bit.
Don't give any comment about us.
I don't need it. When you don't know what's going on.
Don't give any fucking comment can?
Girl I'm not talking about you arh don't misunderstand.
I need a break.
Let's us do what we want and stay happily can?
By the way. Who are you to do the judge for us?
You're just nobody.
Who gives a damn about you?
You make me paint a bad impression about you.
How are we going to click in future I wonder.
Nevermind. Choices will be make sooner or later.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:50 PM

Monday Blues.
Gosh. Just when I am so "NOT" in the mood to work like a bull today.
Early in the morning & I saw a stack of documents waiting to be scanned.
It's like even taller than my screen monitor lor.
Sad.
Okay. I shall complete HALF of what I get for the week.
Yay!
Like my colleague (Stacy) always say,
Jia You ba!
Add Oil Add Oil!!!
________________________
Well. Went to ah soon house yesterday.
Before that went to Blk 815 & eat Curry Fish head.
Hee.
Me, Don, Serene, Loh, Anson & Soon.
Eat finish somemore suggest wanna go Garden.
Was like, "Har, So romantic ah?"
Then @ Soon house watch VCDs.
(Lin Yi Shi Jian)
WAHhHhhhH~ Screams***
So "NOT" scary at all.
=P
However overall is a very fun day.
Can't wait for our chalet to come.
He he he he he...
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:23 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007
Lamers.
Let's enjoy the lamest video ever.
WOo Hoo~
Me & Miss Raine.
Due to SAP down. We're a little bit crazy.
Highly in danger.
Haha.
Hmm.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:15 AM

Friday, April 20, 2007
Saturday working woes.
Haha. OT OT!!!
Manz. I'm loving it. Balabababa! Working working & working.
Though it may sounds a bit "Lifeless"
But ((Heck Care))
I am very happy about it.
Hmm. Messaged Eric yesterday.
Asking him how's life & all.
Maybe we are better off as friends.
Those beautiful memories of ours.
I will store it in a corner of my heart.
You shall never be forgotten, ERIC.
This 4 letter.
So strange & yet so familar to me.
=D
All the best my love.
Oh ya Oh ya.
It's my best bud DESMOND FOO birthday yesterday.
A-ha! I wondered how he spent his bday.
With his beloved GF?
Most likely. Hee. Shall open chalet for FMC people soon.
Jiejie. You shall be the planner okay?
Girl & Ai jio me go RUSH ytd but too bad I've to work today.
Hmm. How am I going to spend my saturday after work.
I am going to NIGHT SAFARI!
Tigers Tigers. I am coming.
Wahahah~
So many documents to do!
I am becoming a Papyrophobia! (Fear of papers)
Raine jio me tea-break ler. tata!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:24 PM

Thursday, April 19, 2007
Late; for work
Oh man. I am late for work. ='(
Hmm. My nails are "Superb SHORT" & Jiejie still can tell me it's cute* & all.
BBbaBbu.
&(#&*^@!
Just had Prata for Tea-break.
Yummy.
<3
Chez`RaNtEd aT 6:09 PM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Sleepy mood.
Gosh fcuking hell.
My nails chipped & I have no choice cut them all~
[-_-"] Sadded.
So weird lah. Typing also don't have "tiak tiak tiak sound"
Sianed.
Baby having class today. SO poor thing.
Hmm. *YAWNS*
I think I really falling asleep already.
Not having enough sleep recently.
Also hadn't been doing my nails mask and all.
Argh~
Must do something about it today.
Okay. I going on secret mission with Raine now.
Very important one. So I no time to chat already.
Ciaoz.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:25 PM

How much your diginity worth.
Went to dine @ Billy Bombers yesterday with Raine & Don.
Fabulous meal.
Especially the mussels. Yummy~ I like.
Anyway. Raine & (ahem) is in a VERY jialat situation.
Waited for Raine to come & stay overnight @ my house.
But ended up. She didn't turn up lah.
So I thought everything is peacefully "settled"
But; it's not at all.
Hmm.
Gonna OT till 8-9pm.
Ha ha ha.
Raine said my skirt looks very princessy.
Heehee. *An Shuang*
I am trying to be silly lah cause I don't know what to blog about.
Ciaoz.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:00 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007
A far cry from here.
Had a chatting session with Sherr on MSN just now.
Of course. Our topic will never ever leave those NS men.
Hmm. Like I say. I have treated him with the best I can afford to.
What did I get in return?
Vulgarities & loads of debts to pay.
Shit. I know I am not supposed to bad-mouth anyone in my blog.
But I really really need a place.
For me to vent my anger.
My heart is aching.
Yes. I did feel heart broken. When our story ended with a FULL-STOP.
But. What to do?
Shermain offered to help me check it out on Ric's progress later on.
When she's on the line with him.
This is one standard thing I always plead her to do it for me when we had a break-up.
But now.
You know what? I am totally NOT INTERESTED in knowing any single thing about him.
No. I love his family.
I love his Mom. Who always offered me things to eat. Plan about the future.
I love his dad. Who always ordered KFC & bring us out to dine for good stuffs.
I love his sis. Who always shared secrets & complains with.
I love his bro. Who will try to ask me "what happens" when I cried.
I love flo. Who's always the first to detect something is wrong with me.
I missed going to his house during weekends.
I missed our past. Those days in SiWai, in genting, his house.
Eric. Tell me. What had become of us?
Somewhat I believe. I can definitely find someone..
Who cherish me more than you do.
Believe me.
I can be as heartless as you.
I can don't want all my money.
PSP and all.
leave.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:09 PM

Whisper your sweet nothings.
Well. Me & Raine headed to Clementi Partyworld right after work.
On the cab chatted alot of things.
About his GF being a "Qi Zhi Mei Nu".
Suddenly; I went quiet.
She then kept asking why am I so -sianed-
I replied.
"I wanted to be "Qi Zhi Mei Nu".
& there she go.
She started laughing crazily.
Reached K Box(We didn't know it's partyworld @ the `1st place)
The waiter say ROOM 23 is EMPTY!!!
Walked all the way to partyworld.
On the way there. We realised a man in suit was stalking behind us.
He suddenly approached us and say.
"I find both of you very cute... Hoping to make friend"
(ROLL EYES)
I look @ Raine & she vice versa.
Not knowing how to react.
Finally. She replied a sorry "NO"
& OFF we go.
Macdonald guys near bikes.
Trying to get to know too.
Shouted back a Byebye* & went off.
Saw TEH upon reaching ROOM 23.
Ernest, Loh & Serene were already there.
Then Teh, me & Raine. Followed by don.
Rather fun la overall.
HEEHEE.
Time to work.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:12 PM

K-singing later.
Me & ba0beii. =D
OT-ing till 8pm with Raine(Sista) before heading down to Clementi K(Box).
Sian-ed.
Nothing much to do actually.
Don't feel like OT-ing actually.
Hiak.
Girl said something to me just now which makes me think of our past.
NONONO!
I shouldn't go back to our past.
It means more miserable stuffs for me to handle.
Sometimes I wish I could turn back the time.
But, this time round.
NO.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:56 AM

Monday, April 16, 2007
Officially Broke Up.
The tinge of bling disappear into thin air after so long.
Finally. I can have some rest & fun.
Being his GF. I have done my very best.
Whether it is to starve myself in order to pamper him.
Whether it is to buy him a PSP instead of T100 I have been eyeing.
All his soccer debts. Something that I couldn't take it anymore.
Be myself. That's the next thing I want to achieve in life.
I am very happy in this way.
I have Raine & Serene & Don in company.
Outside I have girl & ai & ANSON and more.
I am very contented. VERY.
Eric. Please. Leave me far far.
The love and hatred.
I cannot classify you into either.
I don't know what's my heart thinking.
But definitely.
You are not worth me loving.
Like what you say. You think that you're not mature enough too.
You've changed.
I've changed.
Yeps. We've changed.
People changed. Environment changed.
I dare to tell you that.
A portion of my heart is not with you.
Not anymore.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:57 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007
Separation from ric.
I separated with Eric already.
Due to a lot of factors. I decided to part for the time being and give ourselves time to think, to cool down, and know what we really wanted.
Right now I am really in a foul mood.
Just bless me. No one should come and provoke me today.
Somemore the stupid system died on me again.
Today raine is on leave.
I am farking bored.
Don is on MC too I think. Hais.
Whatever lah.
Anyway headed to cineleisure K box right after work with raine, chai, yx etc.
Opened Chivas Regal.
Lao ban liang raine open de.
Next month my turn la k.
Had great fun.
Sometimes I wondered.
Being single or attached is better.
I really enjoyed the non-restrictment yesterday.
No one should ever take my wings away.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:42 PM

My treasure.

Beloved(s) FMC Sisters!
All that I need.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:42 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007
To love or not.
I don't know what have become of us.
We drifted apart.
Alot alot alot wor.
The feelings is like kind of not there anymore.
Why? Can someone explain to me clearly why?
Hmm. Anyway the Rush night's out with girl &
ai.
Hmmm. Kinda bring us back to the past in the later part when we were all a bit crazy.
Criticising some fat ass dancing style and tremble legs.
Woah hahaha.
Whatever. Still. My sisters. I do cherish you.
I love the people that brighten up my life.
My sisters.
The main ones.
Cassevonrie, Gera, Raine, Serene, Anson, Shermaine, Jasmine, etc.
I love you gals.
Love love love.
I love him too.
YOU!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:18 PM

Rush Night's Out
Me & Bao Bei.
I am very super "white" cause stupid girl on Flash.
Me & Jiejie @ Fannie BBQ

Casse . Li Ling . Kai Yen . ME! . Fannie
Our NANNY in Miss Singapore Chinatown!

Aiai & Girlgirl.


Lim Bu Lian or not? Wahkeke.

Not when being compared to my beloved(s) correct.
SEOW LIAN EH!

GroupieS~~!!



Me and pretty FANNIE.

Erichel.liling.kaiyan.fannie-Me n edwin behind.

Girl & Edwin looks like a couple!

Chiong Rush with girl & ai.
Overall considered FUN. Previously a bit left out cause our topic like a bit...
I catch no ball la okie?
KK. Blog again.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:48 PM

Friday, April 13, 2007
Friday THE 13th.
wu kao suay.
Really really very suay.
Kao yao.
Going off soon. Gonna chopchop bath make-up and off I go to meet my ais.
Heehee.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:43 AM

Chance grabbed.
Heading down to fanny place later.
She's organising a BBQ.
Plus her
RED-BOMB inviting us to her wedding dinner.
FINALLY. Chance given. I am going down with girl after that meeting aiai to
rush~!!!
I wondered if those feelings, those days, those drinks & smoke get back.Ha ha. I can't wait to meet you both!
I shall take lots of photos with
2 loves of my life.
Anyway. I am so afraid that I will neglect ERIC.
Which I think I am already doing so. (SO sad)
But he's being so
understanding which makes me so
guilty.
So not like him oh~
Haiz. I love you BB.
Shit damn it. Stomach cramp.
Arghhhh!
What shall I wear? What shall I wear?
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:20 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007
Citigem
This is my B`day present!
16 Diamonds brilliant cut. Near to colourless.
(The weight I forget already)
Nevertheless.
I love it.
=)
I am feeling so sleepy. Same to raine.
Heeheehee.
Heck lar. It's friday already!
Ain't going to OT!
Maybe going to raine place mum mum.
See how ba.
He's making me very sad.
Things untold. Doesn't mean I have no feelings.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:34 PM

Time to go home!
Time to go back Time to go back Time to go back!!! (Woah! I am so so so so so so so so so EXCITED!)
Don't know why me & raine is feeling so "moody" today.So I shall go JP and mum mum with her. Chit-chat session~
That's one of the best part of my life.
=)
JieJie! Faster plan a CHALET!I wanna go chalet! =XHave fun have FUN!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:39 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Feeling lazy.

It's raining oh~
Feeling good. Such a nice weather to sleep.
It's a pity. I am working.
Some more gonna OT till 648pm!
No choice. Earning more money is my first priority.
My Anson laogong cannot view YinXuan video?
One more time.
This time plus a Thongcharen. Haha.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:43 PM

Not In The Mood.
I am feeling damn
deprived.
I wanna go out & enjoy. ):
Initially, planned to dine out on friday at raine place.
But, Eric needs me to accompany him.
Should I go with the plan?
Sometimes I was thinking.
I really wonder if single is better off than attached.
The no restrictions from commitments and all.
Freedom.
But with no true love and care.
Which is which?
Haiz.
It's another working day.
Ciaoz.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:41 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Apolpgise to Joe.
JOE QUEK apologised to me just now.
I am actually very happy lor. Cause in the first place I didn't wanted to start a quarrel.
Basically I just said a Good Morning.
Got his HP number from Serene yesterday thought of sms-ing him a SORRY.
But still no one gives me the courage to do so.
Then he just now walked pass me suddenly said sorry to me.
So shock lah.
But I also apologised.
Well. FMC is still one place that I loved.
With all the kind bosses and sweet colleagues.
Hmm. Time to work!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:44 PM

Late For Work
This is the first ever time I am late for work in FMC.
ALL BECAUSE OF ??? ?????? ???????????
Whatever.
Anyway, saw laogong bloggie yesterday.
Very touched & happy to know that I have a good laogong who pampers me.
Really. You'll always be on our mind.
Don't think that me & Serene left you out.
We're the best ever sisters.
ALWAYS.
Whether you like it anot. You'll always have a place in our heart.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:39 PM

My Happy Birthday!
With Courtesy Of My 4 Bosses

Me - Helea

April Babies!!!
SO happy~ Dennis so good.
I have a good boss.
I admit.
=)
I am loading this video I took just now.
Whereby all sing Birthday song for me & Helea.
Happy!!! (Wee~!!!)
But still loading. Will upload tomorrow.
=D
I managed to UPLOAD!
_________________________
This is my idoit colleague!
LIM YIN XUAN!!!
Kawaii Neh!
PUKE**
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:14 AM

Monday, April 09, 2007
Angry Post.
Amendments to my `hubby meimei's SAMANTHA!!!
Cause she stated : The Most Important Thing Of The Day.
((Which is my birthday!!!))Thanks~ Love you deepdeep._________________________________________
I am right now so PISSED-OFF with a particular SOMEONE.
With the surname of QUEK!
With no fucking courtesy at all.
I said [ Good Morning ] to him. (Ahh! Slap myself)
& he didn't return my greeting.
NVM. I act as if nothing happened.
Raine was still telling me. "Eh! He heck care you."
I replied her. It's basic courtesy.
Somemore that farker can reply.
"You got courtesy meh?"
I chopchop say back. "MORE THAN YOU"
**Screams**
SO SO pissed off!
So what if others say he's rich and all. But with a damn lousy character?
You know what? Previously he was saying that Surface QA girls all cannot make it.
Not one can look at one.. Compared to Subsea girls.
HEYHEYHEY Hello!
Who are you to make a fucking comment on us?
Who you think you are? HUH!!!!!
You think you're those super yandao and rich bachelor huh?
Please la take a look at yourself.
Who gives a damn about you?
How old already still so childish. GROW UP LA!
I think I am so childish to stoop so low to that level to complain about you in my blog lor!
Early in the morning pissed people off.
Idoit de. Go hell la!
HAte hate hate!
Lousy character. I finally understand why last time Serene and Henry so du lan with you.
YES. Every detail I also can understand.
FUCK OFF~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:49 PM

Amendments.
Need to shout out that my ANSON LAOGONG also got wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Just in case she thought I left her out. Miss Shermain also. Thanks ah SISTA!
Sometimes things were uptold. Not because I wanted to hide.
It's because some people don't understand.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:25 AM

Baby. I love you.

This is the pic I took when I coincidentally bumped into ER`jie @ 7/11.
He was trying to flag a cab to Chalet?
Yup Yup. Cute little boy boy.
Er Jie some more force him to take pose & let me shoot him.
Hee...
oooOoh~!!!
Loves him so much.
Gonna end work soon. Monday Blues.
So I AM NOT GOING TO OT~!!!
Feel very sleepy. Zzz...
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:04 AM

Saturday, April 07, 2007
Happy Birthday To Me.
It's my BIRTHDAY!!!
& right now I am at Jack's house. Slacking.
Celebrated with my colleagues yesterday.
Rather fun. Went to ClarkQuay for lunch @ `e Dack?
The one that faced Singapore river just opposite "1 Night Stand"
But it's like so expensive can?
One steak cost like about 39 bucks?
One Juice also 10bucks ah I think.
Anyway. Headed to dragonfly right after that for a while.
Serene Loh Soon & Anson joined us after that.
But Anson and Soon got to leave eariler.
Left me Don Serene & Loh.
Haha. Not so bad lah.
`hubby is the 1st to sms me Happy Birthday on my day.
Though a bit too early. 11.59pm.
Followed by YinXuan, Ling, AhChye(laopa), Ah Chai, Carol(XiaoMei), ZhongWei, Florence, Ah Lim(Sister), Thomas, Serene, Jina, Alicia, Jocelyn, LiBin etc...
So very touched. The people who wished me face to face.
Serene, Raine, Don & LOH(Somemore is I asked him to wish me de) =X
Previously on thurs the 2 new girls wished me too.
Also Freddie hasni and others.. Belated.
I messaged girl ask her whether she still angry with me izzit why don't wanna even wish me har.
She said she used Kor HP to sms me already. Though I didn't receive la.
But see her blog. Got birthday song. Very happy already.
Had 2 cakes this year.
Not so bad lah. My best birthday present is CITIGEM bracelet.
Hee. Serene also makes me so touched with her hundred over dollars ELKEN skincare product which I had been eyeing for quite some time.
Thanks sis~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 2:01 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Morning Thursday.
Hey there~
It's GOOD FRIDAY tomorrow!
holiday!
Loves.
Haiz. Me & raine were thinking that our life is rather sian-ed.
& we ought to find some entertainments for ourselves!
Yay.
Shall see how also lah hor. Heehee.
After my 1 year contract. I wanted to go on holiday!
Where should I go?
Any suggestions?
And who wanted to join me?
Hahahah.
My sis jio me go redang.
Hmmm.
Not very interested.
Cause they say last time not so popluar that time very clean and nice.
Now too many people go visit very dirty ler oh~
I wanna go...
TAIWAN!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:47 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Dream Or Reality.
This is such a dream.
Still must hired lawyer somemore.
WTH. So annoyed.
Anyway. Back to topic.
Baby is so sad. Haiz.
So sorry.
You should know that I do love you.
I am done with all the Inspection Certs.
Now!~ For the Mill Certs.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:55 PM

Monday, April 02, 2007
Morning
I have lots of things to do.
Shan't talk much.
Anyway must thanks JOEY for her clothes!!!
XieXie.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:41 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007
Sun town-ing.
Went to town with Serene & Raine.
Dined @ Jack's place before heading for Jurong East K-Singing session!
Fun orh. Even though er 3 seow cha bors.
"RAN WO MENG GET HIGH"
Small rain favourite song lah.
Stupid her haven't come yet leh.
Hm.
Yihui` messaged me asking me out.
Need to plan with girl.
Girl ah girl...
Don't don bother me leh.
='(
My TP have been postponed.
Can't managed to make it on time.
Nvm. SOoner or later!
I will get my licsense.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:08 PM

Time to go.
Hm. Scanned some documents.
Not in the mood already because of
STUPID Raine STUPID banker STUPID player & STUPID bet!
`The strongest love ever is knowing that it is wrong but still insist on doing.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:09 AM

Saturday, March 31, 2007
Goodnight. & Goodbye.
What should I do on "Good Friday"?
Hm. My birthday is coming~
(-__-")
I didn't know why did I mentioned it la.
I don't really make a big fuss about it.
But, this time.
I don't know the reason why.
Someone told me, I have the choice to choose who I wanted to celebrate with.
Well. I did have an answer in mind.
Still, cannot cannot.
A lot of things in life, you have to be responsible.
Yups. So, shall see how la.
No use feeling vexed.
Stupid LING WEI SING!!!
Gave me so many documents to scanned.
Sian-ed.
Luckily I came back on Sat & Sun.
Might be town-ing with raine later.
Since nothing to do also if I went home.
Wanna shop!!!
But, haiz. Don't wanna say..
Sian-ed.
Hope he don't gamble so much can already.
I am feel so dishearten
Went for B.H.I interview.
I got in. But I rejected la.
Part-time Free lance..
Do shoots & commercials..
Each assignment paid differently. (ranging from 300 bucks to 3 k)
Also must buy their cosmetics.
Ahades Beverly Hills & Dunes Platinium.
The price quite reasonable.
But. Don't know la.
Haiz.
I missed you.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:01 PM

Friday, March 30, 2007
Found Kezmann @ JP
While I was dazing in 7/11, awaiting Missy Raine to buy her cigarettes,
I saw this particular woman, (very young) and this cute little boy.
Hm. So familiar I thought to myself.
So Familiar...
&
It's baby Kezmann!
I am like so excited to see him oh~
But think I haven't seen him for quite a long time. =(
I miss girl girl.
`er jie tell me aiai had been staying @ their house for quite a few days.
Ha ha.
Small kezmann kept flagging for taxi.
So cute~
Raine also say he very cute. Hee.
_____________________________
Saw Ai & Girl ex history.
I wondered where am I going to start mine.
(I am not trying to be haolian)
But. I can't even remembered some of my Ex.
Shall just mention some with rather deep impression de ba.
L.L.C.A
Hmm. Together for a short period of time.
rather sweet & pure puppy love.
But. I made a wrong step which makes me regret & waited for 1 whole year.
S.G.L
One that treated me real good.
But, feelings is not there.
We're still very good friends.
K.W.S.K
Can be an angel or devil.
He's the one who landed me in the worst state ever.
He taught me a lot of things.
Most of my friends knew him.
Anyway. He's a bastard.
Think he's getting married in May?
Yups.
J.X.J.W
Knew him during clubbing.
Hmm. Nothing much about this.
Don't even feel like talking about him.
Useless shit.
ERIC SOH WAI KUAN
my love.
About there lah. Hee. Time to work.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:42 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007
Uncle BoLa.



I felt so blessed to came upon this
particular person in friendster,
who
coincidentally add me as a friend in his "friend list",
and me in a
(happy mood) to approve him as a friend.
[I usually don't approve unknown people]Then, I saw his
hellish cutie blog.Oh... So sweet.
He can lend you a listening ear if,
YOU WANT! (~.^)
Above is the last entry of his blog,
So true also hor.
One must really decide; who can be the lasting one.Sweet is just entertainment. Unlike dinner.
And you can't have both at the same time.
Haha. Candy or Dinner?
___________________________
Raine is on half day leave today.
So "NO smoking area"
Haha. I shall go to the cafeteria with lao jie!
Ha. Went to JP with small raine.
Shun Bian ate with Oilis @ Swensen.
Exchanged Hp number.
Think she came into FMC about the same tme as me oh~
Haha.
But only yesterday then got her number.
Hmmm.
After which went for shopping!
Bought lots of internal Beauty!
Haha.
Raine bought envy me fragence?
Not too sure lah.
Ha. Sianz.
Hadn't been going for my driving.
Die. So slack.
Cannot like that ler lah!
But still...
Shall see how lah.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:45 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007
SAP down
I really didn't meant to keep mentioning about my system down.
But it really, make me so frustrated. (Scream my lungs out**)
Ric haven't contacted me one whole day!
He's at outfield I guess.
Right now our problems. I really don't wanna think about it.
I'll just accept whatever that comes along.
Life. What is it really about?
Looking at all those papers on my desk makes me so sianz.
I have scanned so much of it and yet no chance to upload.
On leave yesterday also nothing worng already.
Since even if I come I cannot do anything at all.
Went to draw a earplug with raine.
Those noise pollution really makes me mad mad.
I love the big boy in action.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:24 PM

Tell me.

How could I let this overcome my logical senses?
We were never meant to be.
All this dragging ; predicted havoc.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:03 PM

I just wanted to say.
happy birthday.
v(~.^)//
Saw girl's blog that korr FINALLY officially went to her house.
May Uncle Auntie give them their blessing.
Went to Bugis yesterday.
Hmm.
Those Pasta, TCC, Mac and all~
Leaves footprints in my heart.
Not knowing how far can this go.
Not knowing when the ending is.
Follow your heart, my motto.
Only by following your heart. You will not have any regrets.
Came upon this blog.
AND ; It is like, so interesting!



This is how most couples get together?
=)
But life. Of course, will be some contradictions. =X
What makes one heart spilt into two?

Ya. So true.
Why not just make ourselves happy?
Many things in life. The decision isnot up to us to control.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:50 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007
I am feeling so
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~
A-ha! I think DO-B (Desmond) shy** signal is real "Famous" in FMC oh~
sO cUtE cAn?!?!
Hais. I am so so so so so paisey also lor.
It's like.
HowHowHowHowHow Oh~

Hmm. Surprises is an important factor in a relationship.
=)
Agree?
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:46 PM

Morning.
Not feeling well today.
=(
SAP seems like want do stuns to me.
Sianz.
Feeling very weird today.
Don't know why.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:47 PM

My Friends.
Just seen Girl's Blog.

I am the "Sickening Matter". =(
I am so SORRY. Girl & Ai. If you both happened to see my blog.
Give me one more chance.
I diedie also want to go out with you both.
One last time. Please.
I love you.
_____________________________
That day really drunk lah. Sobs**
Maybe you both think it have been ages since I went out with you both.
But franky.
You both are the besties of my life.
I used to have Melissa who is a Malaysian in UK now.
In Singapore.
Girl. You should know that you're most dear to me.
Ai also. I love your craziness which always successful wash away my troubles.
I have quite a number of friends.
But. You should know.
Where you stands in my heart.
<3
Just one last time. Please.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:38 AM

Sunday, March 25, 2007
Cutie Baby.

Give him a birthday kiss.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:18 PM

illustrate the meaning of
LOVE
Sherr called yesterday.
Been ages since we last chatted.
We always experienced the same things.
We're always on the same boat.
Talking about love.

It's just so fragile.
So dangerous to fall in love.
There's alot of commitments and sacrifices.
I don't know what have become of me & Ric.
Everything changed.
I wanted the old him back.
I bet he thought so too.
I feel so sad inside me.
But sherr had actually sorted out her thoughts.
Unlike me ; I am stuck.
Do we have a future?
I really doubt so.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:39 PM

Happening Night.
Was blogging at Pacific Coffee Cafe yesterday.
Just when I finished typing everything.
It's says "Cannot be connected to blogger"
So pissed off. (~.-")
Was at Vivo with my bro(bibi) & my sis.
Hmm. Nothing much lah.
Just ate a piece of Cheesecake & Cameral Latte!
All time favourites.
Saturday was rather happening for me.
Hmm. 1st, we went to kugan's wedding dinner.
Congrats him, passed him red packets and left.
Then. We headed for one night stand.
The liveband damn POWER can? Hmm. Too bad no place to sit oh.
So change location to +Forbidden City+
Nearby Estee club. The place where Miss Singapore Chinatown Finals held.
=)
Okay whatever lah.
Dennis opened a Chival Regal, Red wine and beer?
Yups.
Drink Drank Drunk.
Yup. I kept playing 5 10 with my boss(Dennis) & got myself dead drunk.
=(
I didn't wanted to but. Don't know why also lah.
Hiakz.
YinXuan and Ah Chai came down to look for raine.
Haha. Supposingly wanna go Clinic.
Hmm. But ended up want to go crazy hours.
Finally.
They got car accident.
OMG.
We didn't joined them because Dennis open Chivas ma.
Die Die must finish.
I wore a sweet pink dress on Sat & I din't managed to take any pics!
Damn.
Anyway I came to realize that. Once in a while get drunk.
It's a good thing.
You can simply heck the whole world & live in your own world.
I am sorry to those that I pissed off on that day.
So wasn't myself.
Haiz.
Girl & Ai.
Supposingly wanted to meet them up.
AT 97. Ling was there too.
But as I was a drunkard.
Can't meet them up.
My boyfriend.
I shouted at him.
I know I was in the fault.
I tried ; Many times to apologise.
He heck me.
Till now.
Eric. I am sorry.
I shouldn't get so drunk.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:00 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007
Finally.
It's time to go home.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:44 AM

Thursday, March 22, 2007
Photos.
ON the WAY to IMM

Me and Raine

Puff Girls.

Lastly. US. (Oops. Where is Rene?)

Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:18 PM

Yesterday Night's Out.
Yesterday was a enjoyable night's out.

We created havoc in
Cineleisure K Box!
Kind of fun though.
We were
crazily singing songs of our own version.

Serene, Raine, YinXuan & Ah Chai were damn joker.
Makes me go

Those photos taking sessions and electrocuting using Mics! (Shock Si Ni x 3)
Damn lame though.
Actually wanted to go girl house but reached home bath already
REAL SHAG ah!
I dozed off. =(
Miss them alot... Been ages since I see them.
__________________________________
I am so glad my network is okay already.
Therefore I can blog in my own blog instead of using Serene.
AND most importantly,
I can OT! I can do my scannings~
Wee~
But I am not going to OT today lar.
It's Friday oh.
Sat I am coming back before going to kugan Wedding dinner.
<3
I dunno what he wants but I really can't be bothered.
HECK lah~
Oh Ya! Happy Birthday To Kelvin!!
I missed my old office.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:38 PM

Yesterday Night's Out.
Yesterday was a enjoyable night's out.

We created havoc in
Cineleisure K Box!
Kind of fun though.
We were
crazily singing songs of our own version.

Serene, Raine, YinXuan & Ah Chai were damn joker.
Makes me go

Those photos taking sessions and electrocuting using Mics! (Shock Si Ni x 3)
Damn lame though.
Actually wanted to go girl house but reached home bath already
REAL SHAG ah!
I dozed off. =(
Miss them alot... Been ages since I see them.
__________________________________
I am so glad my network is okay already.
Therefore I can blog in my own blog instead of using Serene.
AND most importantly,
I can OT! I can do my scannings~
Wee~
But I am not going to OT today lar.
It's Friday oh.
Sat I am coming back before going to kugan Wedding dinner.
<3
I dunno what he wants but I really can't be bothered.
HECK lah~
Oh Ya! Happy Birthday To Kelvin!!
I missed my old office.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:38 PM

Shagged.
I am in a super foul mood today.
Hr broke up with me yesterday.
=(
Perhaps we ain't make for each other ba.
Shifted office to downstairs.
Com cannot use. How am I going to complete my scannings?
Damn tired. Cannot think.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:41 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007
A new start.
Well. Raine they all told me that once I went home yesterday.
That
shitty SAP started working again. (roll eyes)But still, I am very
happy!
I wanna complete all my scannings
today!Might be going to learn driving with Serene later.
I must hurry already. Hehs.
Okay. That's all. Time for work!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:42 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Let the scanner become a blogger.
I
resolutely think that I should blog one whole day.
Since,
SAP died on me.
I have no choice but to surf net.Heh heh heh. I don't care already lor since no one cares.
Why should I then.
Bleah. =PThis coming Sat. Rather excited oh~
I wanna buy white dress leh!!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:40 PM

Kill the SCANNER.
I am feeling

I wanna die.
Right on the spot right now.FARK that SAP SYSTEM!!! FUCK'ing CB HELL.Damn damn damn YOU!Later cannot find Certs all bloody come to me like my CB fault.
I go WEE WEE!~
Heck CARE already.
BB!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:27 PM

I wanna buy this.
Damn Chio Can?

This is what I wanna buy!
They say Mid-Feb will be launch. But till now still no news at all.
KNS.
Hmm. Feeling very hungry now. Gonna have lunch soon.
Ahhh. Still cannot getover morning that incident.
DU LAN!
Ciaoz
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:36 PM

massacre of the cherry blossoms
I am so pissed off again by this particular "Safety Officer" who seems to pick on me all the time. Screams**
Well, maybe I am at the fault too but...
Whatever. =( ((Angry-ed))
I shall buy more clothes and covered shoes this weekend!
And that stupid SAP system had been giving me problems eversince last week.
So SO SO pissed off lah.
KNN.
Kill me Kill me Just Kill me okay!
AHhhHhHh.....
Was on leave yesterday. Sleep one full whole day. =)
Ate BIG breakfast. Yum.
Ai was saying this Sat go chiong Rush.
But I don't think can make it lah because got to attend my colleague wedding!
See how la see how.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:46 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007
SO pissed off.
I am so farking pissed off with the stupid SAP system!
Always got problem here and there. Screams**

Anyway "buibui" examination gonna end soon.

I am going to

OT with small rain today!!!
Till 9pm!!! =D
Haiz. My bbdc. Sianz 1/2. Wait till July then say ba.
Anyway within this year can get my license I am happy enough already.
=)
Going to have lunch soon!!! Bling**
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:35 PM

Investment.
Auntie(Ric's mom) introduce me a
investment scheme,
which I think is
worth considering.
But this investment; hm mm...
I don't know how to put it in words.
Let me get to know it better before I share it with you guys alright.
You won't regret it! I am sure!
My previous post indicate that it's important to have friends.
Yups. The person who brief us about this software said that,
he wanted to commit suicide in year 2006 due to his failure in investment.
Luckily one of his friends, lent him a sum of money.
Then he ((Dong Shan Zai Qi)) lor.
=) So nice to have friends like this.
What is the secret to have a lot of friends?
Attitude!
So, good attitude gains more friends.
Money can be earned. But not time & friends.
Talking about this. I am starting to miss that fat ass in HK.
Girl, I love you.
_____________________________________
Me and Ric have been quarrelling nowadays.
When we talk on the phone.
We don't sounds like "lovers" at all.
Nevermind. I can accept.
But we don't even sounds like -friends-
We chat like bookies!
All about soccer.
Like just now, morning.
He called and say.
"Morning, yesterday match, AC lose, Intermilan no win no lose etc.."
I don't know what's becoming of this relationship.
I am really tired.
Someone! Teached me how to let go.
Sobx.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:09 PM

Importance Of Friends.
This is what LING sent me!
.JPG)
Therefore, the importance to have friends.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:57 PM

The fOcus.
I can't seem to focus at all. (Sadded)
This is the bear; whom once pressed
said: "Merry Christmas Baby, Hope you like this present!"
It is so unfamiliar to me now.
And I think it's sitting somewhere on the floor of my room?
Due to a ((tiff)), it has been thrown on the floor.
I bet this can be my only comfort right now.
The so beautiful and yet ; Vanishes within less than 1 minute
Trust nothing.
Nothing is ever lasting.
Saw today news. Casse ex BF Darren Ang is on newspaper!
Due to Cafe del mar?
Girl must be damn *dui* [Beat her chest repeatly]
She has never been on news before.
I have been on newspaper twice?
But superb ugly lah so nothing to be proud of.
I also dunno where the hell I threw the newspaper to.
Many asked me to frame it up.
I was like, "Har?"
Whatever it is.
Aunty is cooking a big feast!
Yummy. I am hungry.
Can't wait for next next week.
Next week at work must be a real boring one for me.
=(
Give me a terrific one next next week.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:37 AM

Saturday, March 17, 2007
Boring weekend.
Hmm. Saturday~
(^.-)// I didn't work oh~!!!
Was at Ric house now. Might be meeting up with Jack & Carol for dinner later.
Yupz. Been ages since I last saw them.
Hehs. Jack's treating~!!! WEE~
Carol was saying we should buy 4D oh~
Next week will be a real boring day for me I supposed.
Haiz. All the best for your examinations!
=-)
JIA YOU!!!
Time to wake Ric up for Sakae.
Loves.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 2:06 AM

Something about you.
By Corrine May.
Dont what you do to me but
Everytime I'm with you its a natural high
its like re-discovering Eden
with chocolate-coated rainbows and cotton candy skies
And everytime you look my way
I wish i had the guts to say
There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.
I think i'll hire Cupid
He'll make you see I'm more than your friend
You'll be tossing and turning
Counting the hours til you see me again
And when we meet
you'll Kiss my hand and say the words I've longed to hear
There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.
I'm falling in love with you
I'm falling in love with you
I'm falling in love with you
I'm falling in love with you
I'm falling in love with you
Proudly by him**
((Description of me.))
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:52 AM

Friday, March 16, 2007
Anson Depression.
(( la0g0ng ))

I didn't know what to say. =X
Remember those days back. When we were so close?
(-_-")
Who says we cannot be together?
We can ; If we want to.
Given a choice. Do you want it?
Like I say. If you cannot trust either me or Serene.
Don't trust then. Believe in yourself.
You don't really need someone who you trust 100% with to hang around.
There are such things called normal friends too!
You say that if you click with me cannot click with Serene.
If you click with Serene cannot click with me.
That's not true.
It's up to ourselves how we are going to manage.
Correct?
I admit I got bad-mouth both you and Serene before~
I believe you both have dont the same.
This is nothing worng.
It's the naturre of humans.
Some people doesn't see eye to eye with you.
But, it's okay. Really.
This is life. We humans are just like that.
Like our internal conflict in the past.
Sad case.
There isn't a need to split into 2 different groups.
Joey. She is someone who I respect like a big sister.
Her fast-learning and knowledge is something that I find so special.
I used to bad-mouth her because of that past conflict.
Thinking back. I find us really childish.
Let's all grow up and step a step more to the future.
hao ma?
Don't cold war with Serene anymore.
And JieJie. I think you really need to change some of your attitude.
Talk nicely. That's the best way of peace.
<3
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:14 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007
Marchie Babies.
Yummy! Slurp..

These are March Babies~!!!
Except Kelvin is an Aries!

QA girls~

Happy Birthday!
(Behind) Jessicia, Helea & Serene
(In Front) Joey, [limbu] & Raine
Happy working together! I hope there are no arguments between us.
Yesterday went to honey house.
Think tomorrow I am going over bah. Shall see how man.
My pretty girl -casse- is going HK.
Damn. I wanna join too but cannot lah.
schedule too tight.
Actually we took a video just now but I very lazy to post it up in Youtube la.
=P
I miss you oh~
Wanna see you lehs!
((I'm waiting)) =D
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:36 PM

Disenchanted from fantasy.

I am going to give up my current TP test date! ='(
Nevermind. I have no confident in passing the APRIL TP anyway.
Serene sent me a mail ; which I find rather true
Here it is!
TO MAKE A WOMEN HAPPY....A MAN ONLY NEEDS TO BE :
1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate
WITHOUT FORGETTING TO :44. give her compliments regularly
45. love shopping
46. be honest
47. be very rich
48. not stress her out
49. not look at other girls
AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO :50. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself
51. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
52. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes
IT IS VERY IMPORTANT :53. Never to forget:
* birthdays
* anniversaries
* arrangements she makes
HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY1. Leave him alone
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:55 PM

MARCUS!!!


This is the cute little baby I have mentioned before.
SO cute~!!!

I love you.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:54 AM

Who will be able to understand me?

I am searching for such person.
Eric. Are you still the one?
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:06 AM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Show me the meaning of LOVE.
Well.
Professional Lye is here to define the word ;
LOVE
Why do you like someone?
I can only answer you why I DISLIKE someone ;
But not why I like someone .
Liking someone ; is a Feeling
Disliking someone ; is a Fact
Fact is explainable ; Unlike Feelings
Love is when out of a sudden, you feel butterflies in your stomach, wanting to get near him/her.
Everything changed, chemical reactions.
Having the urge to hug that particular person tightly.
Afterthat, whether you feel happy or unhappy,
you wouldn't be able to remember what makes you fall for this particular person in the first place.
When you don't love a particular someone, only then you will start pin pointing at all his/her bad points. Whomever it is, when you start to pin-point, you can definitely find out some bad points.
The more you find out his/her bad points, the more his/her bad points came out.
So, that's the reason why we can explain why we dislike someone.
Break-ups also can have many reaons!
But.
The main reason of having a break-up is...
No reason.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:49 PM

On the fire.
My next block level 5 was on fire yesterday!
2 Civil defence, 1 Police Car, 1 Ambulance and 1 more dunno what NS car la.
Shiok ah. Happening!
Anyway I get to realise that SINGAPOREANS are so K.P.O!!!
(including me) Oops**
My dad my mom and my brother was looking out of our kitchen window.
Ha ha. I use sister digital camera to take the scenario down.
Ha ha.
__________________________
I quarrelled with him again.
I don't want this to happen.
Just a very small matter.
Can you simply just grow up?
I have been waiting for you to grow up.
Stop all that nonsense. I cannot take it anymore.
I admit I pampered you too much in this past.
I don't want to let you have your way everytime.
If not, I am the one who will suffer.
Take it or leave it.
I am not going to entertain all this bullshit anymore.
::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Darling. Tell me! Do we really suits?
I am begining to feel that we shouldn't be together at the first place.
Our characters clash.
Everything you do I loathes ;
Anything I do you detest .
Can someone tell me.
What am I supposed to do?
I don't bear to give up this more than 1 year relationship.
I don't want. Please don't force me. I beg you!
I need someone who is mature enough.
Someone to protect me and take good care of me.
I wanna be doted at too!
In the past you can give me this feelings.
Why is it that everything have changed now?
I wanted someone who placed me as his 1st priority.
Enough though... there's 2 1 priority.
Don you think it's good enough?
=(
Don't think I'll be going over to his house today again.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:48 PM

Aimed.
To be a better person.
Good morning!
I realized I have been surfing too much. (-_-")
I should make it a point to start working hard after 8am.
Okay. I shall do that Man!
=)
I love the new pair of Perlini earrings I have got!
=D
I love it really!
Things get emo when one started mentioning about past~
But the thinking is something I find real interesting and attractive.
I can't leave you.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:45 PM

Oh My God.
Don't know who go and read my blog and tell my boss.
He came to tell me he's not in his 50's!
Sorry ah Boss I really want to clarify for you.
Okay okay. Not 50's!
Haha. 40's?
Hmmm. Don't turn my personal life to FMC life.
Like what Joey said. Basket!
=D
Very much appreciated.
Not much scannings to do now.
Ling said tomorrow then give me more.
(-_-")
Did I blogged about watching this with my colleagues?
It was like "WOW"!!!!!
So not scary can**
Anyway.
I find my current blogskin really complicated.
Very Sian 1/2.
Me and rain rain are heavy smokers!
Life in FMC is about work smoke work smoke!
I wanna study MDIS. Intake in October.
Cannot lah. Chao chao must take a Diploma!
After Diploma go take Degree!
(Hopefully)
I miss this cute little small fat of mine.
Got to meet up with her someday.
I miss you damn lot oh~
Stupid ling lied to me that's he's on MC today.
Damn angry. =Z
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:11 AM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007
FULL FULL oh~
I full full oh~
`Serene said Kbox is cancelled.
=(
Also good lah. I can rest.
Eric is going out with his friends for drinks?
Think so! =D One of his friends got dump.
Nevermind la. I am so used to not having him eversince his India training?
Hmmm. Pros and Cons lah. Now I don't depend on him..
I depend on myself..
=]
`lian ren wei man*
la la la~
Thursday I am going to Eric house.
Shun Bian can return mei mei her things.
Sorry ah.. Poor ah girl...
wallet and all also with me I wondered how she survived.
Haha.
Nothing to do at all.
Sianz.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:46 PM

Complicated BUT Beautiful
I have changed my BLOGSKIN!!!
How is it?
Super complicated correct.
But it's beautiful.
Promises are like butterflies.
"Fly prettily then vanish into thin air."
((If you wanted to see a rainbow ; You must go through the Rain))
[[If you wanted truelove ; You must go through the Pain]]
How accurate is this? You be the judge.
Time for lunchiie!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:54 PM

Happy Birthday.
A very Happy Birthday to Missy `huanghuang*
Might be going to sing K with them all~
Shall see how ba. =D
_________________________________
aBoUt ErIc**
I didn't know what to say about him.
Each and everytime he ; disappointed me again & again.
Fuck that Friendster! t(-_-t)
Fark you!
I really started thinking whether we're made for each other?
I really think we're not suitable at all.
It's not that I don't love him anymore.
I still do. Afterall he's the most special man I ever came across.
Like what people say. Normally people can never end up with the one they loves.
True enough for me.
I don't think I am crazily in love with him.
Maybe. Just love.
And Florence say. Love will slowly convert into a habit.
I feel that way too. =X
As I was chatting with raine yesterday.
We OT till 9pm.
She is a lovable big sister to me.
I judge her as a very deep thinker.
Those words she said really make sense.
Those advices she gave. I will remember deep down my heart.
<3
Why am I grumbling all about this?
Eric only choose to upload his [[BROTHERS]] pics rather than mine.
*Just in case any of his brothers read my bloggie*
Sorry. I don't detest you all just that I wanted him to focus on me a little more.
Just a little more will do. Can?
I don't have any attention from him ever since he came back from India.
And this is very bad. No motivation for me to hang on to our love.
I don't know. I really don't feel like thinking about it but,
I don't like to avoid.
=(
I hate it.
He don't read my blog anymore because I am like a old granny writing old grandmother stories.
Thinking back. Why did I fall for him last time.
I think it's because the seriousness of him during work.
I like man who are serious in their work.
It's the most mesmerizing thing in the world.
My expectation is so low already.
Why can't you even fulfill such a small request of mine?
You BAN me from smoking I don't smoke in front of you but I hide and smoke with my colleagues (Recently).
You CON DEM me from going back to SIWAI and yet telling me that you're going back to SIWAI to work after ORD.
What is this? Gambling soccer too!
LET ME TELL YOU!
I have my OWN ACCOUNT FOR soccer!!!
SO WHAT?
What is the big deal and big fuck?
I am tired.
I am not like myself ever since I am with you.
I am just acting like your dream girl but I am not!
Listening to everything you say.
Getting along with your family.
I am not the LYE QIAN YI 2 years back!
THE LYE QIAN YI 2 years ago will never give up any single thing for ANYONE!
Will never allow anyone to condem her from
SMOKING DRINKING GAMBLING PlAYING CHIONGING!
I gave up so many things because of you and what the shit you're treating me?
Don't make yourself not even have a chance to put my Photo.
Haha. SO funny!
I am an ARIES!
I wanted to enjoy life. I wanted to have many people by my side!
Since you don't care for my feelings.
I shan't bother about you too.
Remember I say before?
Why did I intrude your privacy? It's because you're important to me and I care for you.
If one day I choose not to care about you anymore.
That's the time I don't treat you as the most important person already.
I like his si bui "diao" attitude and character.
But remember this thing.
Consistant makes ones bored.
Aries cannot get bored.
I am not SO INTO HOROSCOPE!
Just that I feel. It's really my feel.
Did you realized that when you said you wanna go MALAYSIA with your brothers..
I don't give a damn anymore and ask you to "go lor".
And you were asking why I answer till so "shuang kuai"?
Do you like it?
I hope you do.
I'll wash my hands off your things.
I will no longer be the good girlfriend who helps you to check out schools and all just hearing you say, "I wanna study."
I'll no longer be the one who lead you the way and craves your pavement.
I wanted to be myself.
Like it anot.
Take it or leave it.
I have my own pride and dignity.
I won't let you trample onto them anymore.
Not anymore.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:51 PM

Urge for you.

I feel like eating this. =)
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I dunno whether I am going over to find honey
anot. Shall see how as I have quite
alot of scanning to do or can I say ; I want my things to be done "Sui Sui"
Haha. Nvm whatever the hell it is.
Boss was asking me whether he looked white.

Cause some of those QC guys below said he look white?
Nope. I am whiter! I am a white ghost!
He's in his 50's? Like my dad pattern lor. We're all his sweet daughters.
Heh heh heh. =D
I wanna work a Part-time job for extra income.
Siwai people are calling me back. Should I or should I not?
I really missed those days there and some more now "lao ba" (ahchye) is there too ma. But don't think honey will approve me lah.
Sometimes I really envy those people. Free like birds.
Can wear whatever they want. Go out with whomever they like.
Take pics like nobody business and post them on blog.
But life ; isn't fair
In some sense I feel me and Eric drifted apart.
But I still loves him. Our past memories in SiWai cannot be erased.
I don't look forward the future. I dread knowing my future.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 2:34 AM

Emo Period.
_____t(-_-t)_____
F U!
That farking SAP system is so SLOW!
So many things *I wanna do lah!
Later might be OT-ing till 9pm. Sian diao.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:46 AM

Monday, March 12, 2007
I wanna be a better person.
I'll try to change my current bad habits and character.
Life.
What do I really wanted to achieve?
I cannot find the answer.
I really don't know. What is life about?
Is it just about enjoying and waiting to go to the Netherlands?
Currently I have been thinking what I really want.
Am I really happy?
No one can have the best of both worlds.
How true.
No one can actually fulfill every single things they wanted.
Just like me. Not even one achieved!
What the hell correct?
Flo. I can understand.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:45 PM

BORING DAY~
Haha. Boring Boring. I tried to change my blogskin but...
Haha. Failure. Nevermind.
HONEY went to sentosa with his friends...
Sian diao. Ytd quarrel with him.
Haha... =(
Haha. I am crazy already.
Later going JP!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:49 AM

Sunday, March 11, 2007
Things that doesn't tally ; Turns me off
I am at honey house!

JieJie. I have think it over. I wanna just simple life.
2 So-called new friends I have make in FMC.

Mr. Desmond FOO.
I love his dad. He's a NICE man who gave me 20$ voucher for my OSIM Icare!

And my best ever smoking kaki.
Missy Raine.
I love her. Damn lot. We clicked very much I think.
Character wise.
Alright. Gonna edit my blog now.
___________________________________________________
I loathes you. Shan't be bothered with you.
I love Ric.
My best honey in the whole wide world.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:00 AM

Friday, March 09, 2007
mind in confusion.
I wanted to be myself.
Can someone show me the light?
Wonderful nights ended.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 6:10 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007
I LOVE YOU
Hey. I love you! Love you love you love you.
AHhhh~ This is mad mad.
People born into this world I considered half, till they find their another half.
Have you found your the other half?
Haha. Nobody knows. Until the day you die.
=)
Recently I am very happy.
`hunnies india trip pulls me and my friends alot closer.
I felt so lah. Haha. Whatever.
I am happy.
Very very happy.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:16 PM

Cool Show.
Watched movie with colleagues yesterday.
Such a nice show can!
Haha. Somemore those guys in there were damn "fit" man.
M18. Oopz. *shy*
Haha. Patched things up with Serene yesterday.
I loathes quarrels, arguements, fights and all~
Yups. Supposingly wanna go Chiong with my colleagues.
But I think it's called off?
Yea.. Anyway, my precious Cgirl jio-ed me to 97!
I have never been there before.
It's a Techno Tiu.
Haha. I can still remember those days in sparks rush and all~
One word to describe. FUN!
Heehee.
True la. I don't know since when I have that sudden change of mindset.
Having fun in life is something cannot be better.
I miss him.
He called yesterday and we almost had a tiff again.
Luckily everything is resolved once he cooled down.
I don't know what kind of feeling is this.
And I wondered if anyone ever shared the same feeling as I am.
Mind in confusion.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:06 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007
gimme your one million dollar smile
Once again.
I loathed to be isolated.
Yesterday ; seems like a quiet & lonely night.
Wasn't feeling good. =(
But luckily. It ain't as bad as what I thought. =)
Hurting words flew about.
Harshness in the air.
This is not what I wanted and look forward for.
No one can satisify everyone.
Yet ; wasting the precious time.
_______________________________________
Today is the "38 cum SISTERZ day" occasion!
And yet. =(
Nvm. laogong ANSON sent me a sms.
[[ I love you! Today is worlds best sister's day. Send this to all ur sisters even me if I am one. If you received 7 responses u are loved. Love you much ]]
And I have send this out to 8 Person.
-Casse
-Anson
-Serene
-Florence
-Shermain
-Raine
-YiHui
-Angeline
::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Casse (KNS) and Sherr replied in MSN.
Haha. =D


While Florence, Anson, Raine and Angeline sent me SMS.
Haha.
Laogong (Anson). I know from your E-mails and MSN yesterday.
You were trying to protect me and dote on me alot.
I can see and feel very touched.
I also very sayang you de.
Although I am angry with Serene.
But, I didn't wanted to sink this friendship.
It's just a misunderstanding.
I know you scare I'll be bullied but no...
We're all friends...
I love you all...
I know you disagree on me patching things up with her...
And even ask me to see you MSN nick.
"Rmb y0u tt Use tt w0rd 0n mi. = The Building COLLAPSE & d0n't even thInk 0f SavIng It"
I will rebuilt it..
But Serene is also in fault saying vulgars,
but she might not be refering to you.
Like my blog. All those vulgarities..
I am just angry with myself.
I wanna study.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:01 PM

Entries.
I blogged so many entries in a day.
Finally. It have ended.
S.A.E voided.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:57 AM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007
I need something
To cheer me up and make me smile.
Here comes my PuiPui and cutecute BIBI.
=)
Seriously.
___No one can be trusted___
Not even your friends, family or BFs.
Humans will change.
Even a dog will not stay faithful.
Who else can you trust?
Things without heartbeat.
Money Or Diamond.
You decide.
Everything have pros and cons.
Depending on which angle you're looking at it.
Don't show me craps.
I won't listen.
Starting from tomorrow.
I gonna start my driving!
Bless me. No accidents.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:01 PM

I feel so Hurt
For some reason.
I am so hurt.
I felt like crying leh.
Kaoz. That's so idoitic of me.
I wanna talk like normal.
But I can't bring myself to do this.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:52 PM

Continue grumbling
And SIVA!!!
Please lah. Since when I am in good connections with him!!!
WHAT THE HELL!
I don't talk to him at all.
I SWEAR other than Thongcharen I didn't have the intention to spread it to everyone.
WHAT FOR~
Truthfully, partly it's because I am so not interested in those marriage affairs at all.
And somemore 10 years down the road...
I really never say...
I really nv!!!
I never have the idea of putting you aside after rain come.
Though me and her can really click very well...
But I never thought of that...
Don't put words in my more.
All are equal and as important.
But. Not anymore.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 6:21 PM

Maligned again and again.
Fuck It!
Some people are just simply without brains.
Kaoz. Need me to detect your brain for you.
KNNBCCB!
Please STOP maligning me something I never do okay.
Up to you to believe. If you don't, nvm.
I don't give a fucking damn because I just know that I FARKING DIDN't DO IT~
Damn du lan.
CCB!!! Screams*********************************************
I do treasure friendship.
I just told thongcharen that... I don't wanna lose this friendship.
And this is the kind of shit you gave me early in the morning?
What the hell. TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!!!
How am I going to face you?
How you want me to face you!
I don't know... I don't want to think about it anymore.
I hate it.
Hate YOU!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 6:04 PM

More Uncle Freddie Pics
Clapps**
So farking tired. Wanna go home sleep sia.
Actually today don't feel like coming to office.
But cannot lah. MISS LYE~ Must be very responsible.
Hehe.
Sucks. This is so maddening. I can simply just die from it.
Fuck! I am so stupid can. Haha. But also good lah.
Simply cannot make it. OOpsz..
`hunnie is coming back this Sunday. Manz.
Miss him so much.
Haiiz.
Miss rainrain is sitting right beside me.
Eh! Stop staring at what I type can! Hahaha!
I think she badly need a puff right now. Hahaha.
Friday MOS or DRAGONFLY!
AhhhHhh~~~~~
Depends lah. =)
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:35 PM

Happy Birthday To FREDDIE
Happy Happy Birthday to Freddie!!!
Okay. That's my "si bui" EXTRA pretty hand. (~.^)//
Rushing my last entry... Going home ler!!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:33 AM

Monday, March 05, 2007
A picture shows a thousand words.
Recently there are some rumours about some people.
Which ; I don't wish to know more about it la.
Hope it simply died off after sometime.
=)
Closure Of Doors.
Someone told me that. When a person is attached to another.
The person will simply shut the door to be that one and only person.
The person will then, shop less, chat less, chill less, play less...
Everything will change. Because of love.
Some said that love is so powerful that it can actually change one person to a totally different person.
But, in that way, is the person happy? Does he/she wanted this change?
Shutting the door and enjoying precious moments with his/her love one also means...
You might not be able to find the Mr./Ms RIGHT for yourself...
And this may waste a long period of your precious time.
Maybe after 2 years. You suddenly realized that your characters don't suits at all.
Break Up? And start all over again.
Worth it? You decide.
Maybe you can be attached... but carry on looking for the one who suits you most.
But this may be "never ending"
So how? Life. So SO complicated.
Like I say, most importantly... Stay happy.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:42 PM

Incompleted night.
Slept from 7pm till 6am this morning.
I AM FULL OF ENERGY!!!I am one full batt
NOKIA hand phone with a
SPARE BATT.I missed him so much.
Serene is on half-day leave again because loh is at her house ma.
Lovely pair. Thongcharen say it's because they're in love ma.
Normal sign~
Haha.. I got a pic of the firework we watched the day before.
Thongcharen shoot de, shall post it one day.
=)
I wonder if I should start schooling.
AT least... get a diploma ba.
I wanna study. Yes!
Soon okay. Loves.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:23 PM

Sunday, March 04, 2007
Fireworks ; What a beauty.
Haha. Oh ya har... I saw FIREWORKS yesterday!
The ever last one for the 15 days.
Such a beauty. Too bad honey is not around.
This is best to be watched with love ones.
Yesterday steamboat gathering is a real successful ones due to those jokers.
Haha. Soon also say I so "XinFu" so many people "Teng" me.
Cause I don't like to cook de mah... They all cook le gimme eat. =) heh heh.
Today QA came a new office girl.
A big welcome. She's rainie.
Erms. Can click with her so still not bad lah.
Haha. Dennis ask me to let her wear my safety shoes first,
adding that I am a princess no need wear one.
OMG~!!!
But also good lah cause I really don't like to wear one lor.
I feel real sleepy...
Dunno want to go for my driving anot. Hai... Scare not in time to have TP.
Jia You Ba!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:47 PM

On the 15th.
Haha. Yesterday was a real nice one. =D
I couldn't stop laughing throughout the whole thing lor.
Was at Marina Bay for steamboat with my colleagues.
With included, Serene, her BF(Loh), Ling, No GF, LOLz, Anson, her BF(Soon) & Thongcharen
We also managed to catch the last firework.
Whoo~
Nicey.
I remembered that I am supposed to blog something leh.
Serene what was it ah?
Nah~ Nvm forget about it.
Dunno lah we yesterday keep on TA those Tiger Beers.
Till very not awake.
Luckily I am one such good drinker.
Hao Lian! Haha. Please leh. I am SI WAI waitress last time lor.
=)
Haha. AND Mr. Chef Lingling kept cooking for us.
When the firework started. We all rush to watch lor.
Only left him cook and cook.
Haha. Diaoz.
He has always been a nice guy.
Somemore FULL of strength!
We went to somekind of disco pub after we alight at Jurong East.
laogong (ANSON) gave me a PMK shirt!
With Uncanny resemble to herS~!
Couple wear oh!
Soon don't get jealous!
Haha...
Anyway had a triff with hunnie on his birthday AGAIN.
I was in the train on the way home and he called.
And very "sway" ->Underpass<-
2 times he called also like that cause at Raffles Place that area ma.
Haiz... He said I waste his money to call me from india.
I really don't want that. I have so much to tell him.
But always the timing and location is WRONG.
How ah? AH girl you got to help me with a little bit of explaining when he's back okay?
Difficult to talk him out...
You should know de.
If this carries on...
I really dunno how long I can take it.
Life is to be happy. I wanted to be happy.
Yesterday was a very happy one.
Without him.
Everyone kept joking and laughing yesterday.
Yesterday's night was a fantastic one. Thanks.
Thanks everyone ; for everything.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:19 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007
Happt Birthday To You.
My Love.
It's his 20th birthday now.
I missed him so much.
`dARLING! Hope that every birthday of yours,
We're still a pair... an item. =)
He called yesterday and we almost quarrelled I think.
I so wanted to celebrate his birthday with him.
But he's in India.
I wondered how he's doing over there.
My lovable laogong seetoh might be meeting us out for steamboat!
Haha. Happy... Steamboat!!!
Today SIA is havin intake.
A lot of my friends are going but I think I am skipping it..
Due to my horrible = pimple outbreak!
=(
Girl also ask me to company her... but really lazy lah...
Sorry...
But you should know that I love you.
Muacks.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:35 PM

Thursday, March 01, 2007
Don Sugar At Me.
Damn! Something is wrong with my stupid bloggy is it.
But I dunno what is the stupid problem.
Screams**
Forget it. It's FRIDAY people~!!!
And what the hell. I am coming back for work on Saturday and Sunday.
Earn more money mah. Haha. Ric is not around anyway.
Hmm. I didn't got into JAL first interview.
I think it's because of my WRONG Dress code and I told them I cannot immediate start work.
Though I actually can lah. But in this way I'll not be able to get my BONUS & AWS!
Nvm lah. Forget about it. SIA is this coming Sunday.
So many people kept asking me to go!
AHhh... But don't feel like leh. I cannot bear to leave FMC!
>.<
Shall see how lor.
Right now I am searching for a new blogskins.
But didn't get to see any that I fancied.
Might be going to JP later with Serene & her BF.
And be a Super Duper BIG Lightbulb.
=X
I wanna cut my hair.
Pimples are killing me.
Shit. Ahhh.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:30 PM

Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Another Working Day.
Ah-Ha! I am in the Office again.
Oops. Very shagged nowadays.
And ;
`Honey didn't bother to call me lo.Sherr! I am so sad lah.
Haiz. ='(
Somemore those
timing that he called are not good at all.
Sianz.
Went out for supper yesterday night.
Jiejie didn't come for work.
Kor at her house.
Don't know whether she still going for driving later anot.
Helea is not coming either.
Sians. Life's so sianz.
I dreamt that I chop off my hair...
Till like Serene's pattern.
Cannot make it. Cause I don't have the look for short hair ba I guess.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:13 PM

Monday, February 26, 2007
Unbelievable.

This is totally crazy.
So Zai manz. Cool~
If you guys have watched Jack's Neo latest movie.
You guys should have come across this "LaoZhaBor"
Tell you what. It really EXIST!!!
This is so stunning right.
I am so BoLiao that I tried that blogspot and it turned out to be there.
Should have ask her to transfer some money to my bank account.
=)
Gonna dismiss from work in just another 46 minutes.
Endure!!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:49 PM

Lugubrious In Action
Mood less. Cannot think.
Why am I feeling this way?
Perhaps that's the way you're.
Please don't try it out on me.
I cannot be hurt.
Stop all that.
Although deep down.
I wanted it.
I am feeling so sleepy.
And that adds on to my bad mood.
Somethings are not like what you think.
And it's not up for anyone to decide.
I am so greedy.
Nonchalant attitude.
With you I fret.
Without you. I fret as well.
So, what's the outcome?
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:16 PM

Gimme more. Gimme more.
In life. There there things that you'll never get enough of.Yes. Never enough. =)Not to mention one minute. Just one seconds will do.
Lady Luck wasn't shinning on me recently.
Feeling so stressed and perplexed.
Wake up -> eat -> work -> eat -> play -> sleep
Repeat after me...
That's what I've been doing all the while.
I missed him so much.
Darling Darling!!! =(
Chez`RaNtEd aT 6:19 PM

Manifold Appreciation.
I didn't know what to blog about.
I didn't realized that ; I love myself more than anybody.
Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.
Just view sherrsherr bloggie. Manz.
Poor baby hamsters.
Sobs.
I feel soooooooooo hungry right now.
Hadn't been going for my driving lessons.
So lazy.
Should change my test date soon.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:22 PM

Sunday, February 25, 2007
Puzzle Of Affection
What makes one do things out of no reason?
It's love.
Are those tenderness real?
Or is it just another Fantasy.
_____________________________________
Damn it!
I am just so sleepy!!!
And I fucking haven finish even half of my work!
Drowsy devil.
Get away from me!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:49 PM

Is it real or just fantasy?
Well. Some things are
unexplainable.
You may feel this way not knowing why.
What's the
nicest feeling of all?
It's the feeling of being so close, yet so far.
The uncertainly of nothing yet something.
A moment of folly does no advantage.
Fickle kills.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 6:36 PM

Randomness is my speciality
I am going to blog a real
FAST one
BECAUSE!!!
I didn't come back to work on my weekends and my work are really piling up like a
MOUNTAIN!!!Okay. Firstly, guess what is the outcome of my JAL interview?
Nothing. We're to be notify by POST.
Very what the hell right?
SIA and
Silkair one all will get the result right away.
Stupid. Hai. 5 in a group for the interview.
But I feel that
JAL management is rather good lah because we don't have to wait and waste our precious time there like Singapore ones.
=D!!!
But not bad also lah cause I got to know
5 new pretty friends!Especially Angeline. Some more she stayed in
JURONG!!!Song ah... =)
And there's this "JiaoDiDi" girl whom I feel that will surely get in for the first interview!
Though she's like kinda of nervous.
Hmmm. But the way she talk really makes one melts right away.
We were entitled to wear business attire and I wore something that's WRONG!
Sadded. Don't talk about it already lah.
The people there wore
COAT! SO Kns!
SUNDAY morning leh!!! I take train people thought that I am ah seow!
Hai. But they notify by post also goof lah.
Cause we will not curse them, and by the time already sian 1/2,
got get in or never get in makes NO DIFFERENT.
SIA interview is coming up. And I wondered if CINDY is joining!
Hoho~
Shall see how bah.
Ren Ri Jie
Ric's dad asked me over for dinner during the occasion.
Haha. Steamboat!!! Must thanks ah girl for companying me to eat,
though she have eaten?
Haha. I shy ma... LOLS.
Watched movies recently.
Haha. More to come!
Forbidden Permission.
I missed honey. I missed his calls yesterday.
My stupid phone no battery.
DaDa... call me please.
=)
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:04 PM

Thursday, February 22, 2007
Squandering Life Savings
` ErIc SoH wAi KuAn *

I am a little crazy already so just don't bother about me ya?
Got to do some preparation for the JAL interview.
Cause I am damn "HumJi".
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Some says must wear sexy at the same time ; Be professional
Haiii. Dunno lah. Alot of CRAPS one lah!
I think the dressing up part on that day itself then decide better. If not I'll have a terrible headache. Gonna catch a [Violent] show later. Arghhh.
I want to watch movies!!!
____________(^.^)//____________
ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20
Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologies, which makes them easier to forgive.
PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20
The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.
Those coloured ones are those which I think is true lah! But hor for an Aries to apologise FIRST is once in a BLUE MOON! So this is not very accurate!
As for my RIC`bi ; Very true.
They're more attractive when they ANGER!
Whahahah!
Siannz. Really don't feel like working in FMC anymore.
It bored me to death you know?
With all those stupid SCANNING!
***************************************
Sometimes it's very difficult to tell one your feelings.
Between friends or whatsoever.
Sarcastic-ism Kills.
I don't like the way people kept saying/repeating the same thing with a meaning behind it.
It sucks okay? BIG TIME.
Just say what you feel like it and not go around backstabbing.
It's seems nothing wrong to me though it may seen something wrong to you.
BUT PLEASE ; PLEASE don't vent your anger on me.
OKAY?
Right now. I just want to get in JAL.
Other things I don't wanna give a FUCK.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:07 PM

Repairing Intelligence Leakage.
` La0g0ng *
Sent him to the Airport yesterday.
He went to India for his training.
Aww. It's just ONE day and I am missing him like CRAZY.
Some more he's like so cute lor.
When he's about to go in.
He kept looking for me but cause before that I went to the ladies with his mom.
(But I am already out lah) He cork eyes cannot see me.
Haha. Then I saw him asking his friends.
"eh, my girlfriend leh my girlfriend leh"
[When I am just somewhere near him] Within 3metres.
Ha. When he finally saw me. He shouted so LOUDLY!
" BABY, I am leaving!"
Can you imagine all his friends were laughing at us?
Haha. But he's so sweet lah.
Almost melted when he hugged me.
So sad lah. Then we yiyibushe. ='(
___________________________________________
GirlGirl Jio me to 'gamble' @ her house yesterday ;
Dint go lah. Cause got to work today.
Always take leave I think my boss damn -dulan- with me already.
A message for you.
You're still my love okay.
Must get closer okay.
Must start working later already.
My work are piling up like a hill.
Jiejie mentioned that if I carry on taking leave and all I will soon be covered by my work and not be seen from my desk ; which, I totally agreed with her lah!
Lolx.
Haii. So little time given and so much things to do.
Days without Eric ; Scares me more.
I am such a clever ass lah.
Cause I managed to hack into meimei`s bloggie!
Haha. OOpsz.
Ah girl. Cannot lah we so good, must let me view your bloggie!
I won't tell your korkor one okay!
Haiiz. I think I can play PSP for the whole weekend like nobody business!
`hunnie's isn't around.
Who Cares.
Might be catching a show with my colleagues later.
Sobs. So many nice movies.
Cannot watch with hubby.
Oh yar! I must remember to buy food for my FATFAT to eat.
Welcome the new member of Lye family!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:16 PM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Malfunctioned Stomach

Lunch Time.
Ain't in the mood to eat.
In fact. Everyone wasn't eating!
Oh my God.
I bet they ate too much junks during New Year.
I think I ate quite alot lot of chocolates!!!
All time favourite!
Like what I did.
Mommy bought shark fin abalone,
shark fin abalone, shark fin abalone...
Should get some for Ric's family mah.
Haiii. Why I so GONG!
Haha. Ric'bi not around period.
What should i do sia.
Play PSP like yesterday?
Like nobody business!
Hehs.
Or maybe I can help my sister heal wounds.
A-ha! you won't understand one lah.
Anyway. Darling, I finally know what I love about you ;
It's your fiery temper that is so mesmerising!!!
I think I sounds like some kind or pervert again.
Haha. Anyway Channel 8 9pm show is so funny lah.
I like~
Driving Driving!!!
I must hurry up ler...
Not much time for me.
Now is the BEST time to buy CAR!
I must PASS!!! YES!!!
The way to attract what you want in your life is by figuring out first what you don't want.
It's time to let go of people, places and things that just don't suits you anymore.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:17 PM

Holiday Mood.
It's Wednesday!
Hm. FMC started working already unlike my dad & my sis.
Arghh. *Envy*
Nevertheless.
1st day of New Year!
I was in `hubby house la. Cause I am a PR you see.
So the rest of my family members EXCEPT my sister went back to Malaysia!
(( Okay I am corking! )) =X
Anyway anyway.
Went to Ricbi's Ah_ma house.
Some Random Pics.
& the best Brother GFs in the Whole World!
Me and FloFlo!
Me and Silly MeiMie! =)
Flo & Sam.
See She Smile.
Ain't this much nicer!
A Pic of rather ugly US.
Which I promised that I will POST!
A-ha!
Nice Hor MeiMei!
Some cute kids.
There's one even MORE prettier lil girl.
However she's like so dao lah.
Didn't managed to take a pic of her.
=(
Altogether.
Me again!
Now Uncle!
And presenting to you my loveliest BIG BABY!
E - Ric Soh!
Coolz
Last but not least.
Happy new year!
This is how I spend my new year.
Hee. I didn't visit my own relatives because all of them "Buai Gum".
I heard so lah.
Haiis... But never mind.
Honey's side collected around 100 bucks.
Can ler lah hor!
This year my "WanSui" parents gave us 50 bucks each for AngBao.
Whee~
____________________________________________
Another Piece of Good News.
Guess! What's that?
God Bless.
I am shortlisted for the FIRST INTERVIEW!!!
Hee.
Happy. Sha la la la~
..............................................................................................
A tiff on Lunar New Year 1st day!
Sure bad luck one lah I know.
We quarrelled on the 1st day of Chinese New Year.
Cause of Mr. Don message.
Because people in FMC loves to craps.
I think Ric'bi saw something like, 'Don't miss me ah'.
Then he angry-ed.
Haha. But there's really nothing between us!
I treated him as a good colleague, a brother.
Nothing more than that lah.
I only loves Eric.
Yups.
He went out of his aunty house while we quarrel.
Afterwhich I went downstairs to look for him.
And floflo was telling me that auntie & uncle were very worried about me and kept asking flo whether she found me anot.
So touched lah.
Luckily, explaination is good.
He sorta cool down and we went to watch movie!!!

With all his brothers + MeiYun & XinYi.
@ Cathay.
My silly ALICIA in Malaysia!
='(
Anyway TingSin Van is a COSY one!
=D
`Honey is leaving for India tomorrow.
Which is our...
1 Year & 4 Months Anniversary!
We'hv been through so many things.
I hope that we can grow old together.
Love,
Baby
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:39 PM

Thursday, February 15, 2007
Carry On
Lead on your life without me.
You don't need me anymore.
I think we've drifted.
An invisible hands pulled us apart.
It's okie baby.
Let's carry on.
Imagine me with you.
=)
If we're much happier in this way.
Why not?
Ah-ha. `Honey & me okay ler.
* Cling` *
I think I'll need sometime to catch up with some friends like YiHui, Alicia and all.
I think I miss you.
He-ha!
Can't wait to finish my work today.
Can't wait Can't wait!
My Top 3 lovable babies.
- Kezmann -
- Kovmann-
- Kiren -
And my latest adorable!!!
-> MARCUS THONG CHAREN <-
Will upload the pic if I have the chance.
You guys will love it~!!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:32 PM

Pizza Craziness!
Oh Oh Oh!
Pizza everywhere from QA office.
Thanks Gulam for the treat.
A real generous man I can say.
Hehs.
I love working in FMC but still I pray.
Let me be shortlisted.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:31 PM

Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday To My Old Friend
Seah Guang Long!
Happy 21st B'day!
** Though you're damn funny to aask me wish you happy birthday just like that **
=X
7 Years...
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:55 PM

Emotastic Me.
I am so pathetic.
Feeling so sad.
='(
I am better off dead.
I think that's a better way for me.
Those days.
Why did i choose to fall for you instead of...
I don't know. Why is my feelings toward you so strong.
You can easily make me laugh and cry like a insane person.
Eric. Stop mistreating me can? I am a girl.
I need love & pamper too.
I need the you. In the past.
Come back. Come back.
Tomorrow is reunion dinner.
Do you really wanted me to join your family from the pit of your heart?
Or is it just a verbal remark.
Like how you ask me to town with your brothers that day.
Hide from me.
If it's not the answer that I keen for.
Stop breaking my heart.
Stupid Eric.
When I am fixing it.
Haii. What to do?
Suan ler.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:07 PM

Limitation For You
STOP IT STOP IT!KNNBCCB! Don't force me.
Quarrel and quarrel and quarrel.Nothing
BUT quarrels!
I can stand it no more.
What the fuck. i am not
good enough for you? Find
someone else lah!
You think what? I cannot
survive without you?
Maybe for now I cannot. I am too used to you?I don't know and I don't want to know.I have done my part as a good girlfriend.That's all that I know. Whatever you want me to do.I do it for you. I treated your family as though they're mine.I love your sister like how I loved mine.CCB. Don't make me change my display pic and make me love myself.
I have limitations one okay? you think other than you I have no one to love me?
How you treat me.
PLEASE ASK YOURSELF.They aimai aimai attitude you gave me.
How you scold me for my dress sense~
KAOZ YAO!
I didn't mean to compare. BUT, I have never received such treatment from my previous!
Don't force my cruel side out. Else I'll simply just wash my hands off everything!
DAMN YOU! I hated you to the core. JUST FUCK OFF!!
FUCK OFF FUCK OFF!~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 6:51 PM

Valentine is over again.
He ha! Hi Hi hi!
Valentine is
OVER again!
Hm mm. Didn't know what to blog about.
Although
I had the feel to blog.Ha ha. Was
on leave yesterday. (UNPAID)
No money already la. Ha ha.
Most likely should be
OT-In today.
Hm mm.
My
Valentine was a
dull one, or can even call it a sad one.
Oh Man. Had a quarrel with him. ='(
&
I painted my nails yesterday.
Good gracious! It's the worst one I have ever seen.
Ha ha. Perhaps I am too tired therefor didn't did a good job.
Dined at
Sakae Sushi with honey on Valentine Day!
Before that saw girl and kor. Ha ha.
K la K la!
SO sweet can!Don went back to ipoh yesterday.
Ha ha. Siana. No one to disturb le.
Ho ho!
Des is gone to. it's seems much more peaceful here!
Haha. But somehow I missed it la.
Time to get my ass to work. Else no New year for me.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:36 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Gulit Ridden Us.
I am so
sadded that I
actually had that
kind of thinking.
And. I can actually do
nothing about it to resist that
temptation.
Feeling so evil and yet at the same time ; finding my own self.
Is this really what I wanted?
Argh! So
emo on Valentine Day. :(
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:16 AM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Nightmare Of The Year
::: EVERYONE PLEASE :::
Don't mention anything about my 3 lessons after today.
FUCK IT!!!
.:THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG POST:.
I am going to talk about that 3 fudging idoits!
AHhhhHhhh!!!
=================================================
The FIRST INSTRUCTOR. Which is Serene First lesson instructor too.
The "Quek" something one lah. Damn.
He only pass me 1 subject on (U-TURN).
And some more. He didn't really teach me lor, he would rather play with his "portable massager". He was crapping and lots of stupid stuffs lah.
I want to complain him! I want I want I want!
If not I want to BOX HIM!!!
The way he talk like "Ai mai Ai mai" want.
Think what UNCLE! I paid for you to teach me and YOU're late!
Still have the cheek to tell me late 5 minutes nvm one!
WTH!
*********************************************************
SECOND INSTRUCTOR!
WORST still! He is my own group instructor and he bloody dare dare give me 1 lesson also!
& kept telling me about lot one thing. "Eh! You know Jason Yap anot" (-_-") Those days +so-called+ ah bengs lah.
ErXin lor!
And they were damn ego about themselves lor. =X
I think the Mr.Liu in the same group as him is much better!
Hahaha!
*********************************************************
#JUST WHEN I AM SO PISSED OFF WITH THAT 2 BLOODY ABOVE#
Here comes the MOST POWERFUL ONE!
I almost wanted to (BAO ZHA) already lor.
Then this fella dunno call Alex or something one lah.
Makes me wanna laugh and cry.
Man, you must come and experience for yourself.
Every single sentence he said ends when a "ahhhh..."
Those gaygay type you see.
I so angry but the moment he talk I so-wanna-laugh.
He is english educated I think.
Haha. He will say things like,
"Nonono, you cannot like this ahhhh. (Those gentle gentle voice)"
"XiaoJie, no need to be nervous de oh... just relax ahhh"
Though I think he's the most one with most patience compared to the others.
But the way he talk really makes me wanna laugh lor.
SO AH GUA!
Then in the end he say he cannot pass me this subject.
Cause he feels that I am too tired to absorb anything!
Hello!!!
I spend almost 3 HUNDRED MINUTES to listen to your craps?
AND almost 200 bucks for just 2 lessons?
^&())@&$^983abc
I don't want to swear and all one loh.
That 3 morons force me to!
*SCREAMS*
***********************************************************
My only console is the free ride home from ever first instructor, MR.Bin!!!
I also kept ranting about all my lessons. Haha.
Complain Complain and COMPLAIN!
But he kept laughing norh.
Aha~
Thanks ah bud! Though you stall car! Wahaha!
I also called up Jiejie and complain to her.
* In a pathetic voice.*
~JieJie~(SobSOb...)
She replied.
~MeiMei~ (Sadded voice)
Ahhhh.
I called honey and told him about it he scolded me!
Say what it's my own fault to book so many lessons at one go!
I have no time to lose what. Hais.
Don still better at least he said wanna help me smack that 3 fools.
Nvm. All my friends.
Enjoy your day okay!
Shops and all will jack up price today.
=(
`Honey's on Night Out!
And we're dining together! *winkwink*
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:16 PM

Monday, February 12, 2007
Sian. Sad. Shag.
I feel like as if I could fall asleep anything.
Joey say one shot learn 3 lessons is no good.
I don't know, I just wanna complete all my lessons
FAST!Hai. Mind Blockage. Can't think at all.
Valentine Day Survevy.Q1. Do you have a valentine : Eric Soh.
Q2. Do u want a valentine : =X Have Have lor. Don't have don't have lor.
Q3. What if no one asked u out onValentine's day : Then stay at home lah. It's just another day.
Q4.What if ur favourite guy/girl thatu've been crushed on for years asked u out on Valentine's day? : If ah? Of Course go lah!!! (But I have Ric) Then reached there then realized everyone were invited and paisey myself. =X haha.
Q5. If yes,what if u already haveanother date that u suddenly rememberon that same day? : See which one more important to me loh!
Q6. What if ur bf/gf cannot go out with u on valentine's day? : He really cannot ah. So I shall see how lor. Maybe go out with single friends lor!
Q8. Your parents locked you up in yourroom for the whole day at valentine'sday.Your all alone.How will you feel? : For what? My mom still ask me to join them then got. Haha.
Q9. Your parents insist of bringing you out on valentines day for the whole day and you can't spend the daywith your lover,what will you do? : They won't de lah. They would rather go enjoy themselves.
Q10. Where will you wish to have your valentine's day celebrated at?: At home. I am a boring person. I don't deny. Haha!
I am so so so BOLIAO!!!!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:26 PM

Morning & Happy Mistress Day =)
Kind of late for work so my dad sent me to work.
On the way, listening to the radio.
And the DJ mention about some kind of celebration today.
I wonder what it was. A-ha.
Then he said," Today is (MISTRESS) Day. "
The other asked, " WHY? "
He replied, " Because in other countries, those unfaithful* husbands always choose to celebrate Valentine Day with their mistress the day before Valentine while their wives on the Official Day of Valentine.
Then, those nosy wives always hired private investigator to check it out on their husbands the day before Valentine.
Then mama kept laughing dunno for what and she ask my dad, " Today what time come back? "
Fainted**
Sometimes I really feel that the influential communication between humans is so scary and powerful. Therefore, I will have my own stand!
.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.
Today i have 3 Driving Lessons.
Kaoz. I damn scare I'll fall asleep on the 2nd Lesson, and I have 3rd Lesson somemore.
* yawns *
Drooling in dreams.
I think I have around 10 more Lessons to go after today.
Let me complete all my lessons fast so I have no worries can?
HeeHee.
I don't know what are all these leading to.
Is this real or phoney?
1 year and 4 months ago.
It all started with a meal
Ignited by sparks followed by greys
Fun's over and feelings sway
Conversations continued
Day by day
Outings organised
Week by week
Anticipated phone calls
Words carried to the wee hours
Daily routines became a habit
Now.
From and Coloured TV to a Black & White.
She doesn't want it to turn out this way.
But he's with one
Yet she's with one
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:30 PM

A reluctant smile.
Like I said, I loathes those "fake SMILE"
Can I just tell XXX off?
I am so damn shag now and I am wondering whether I should stayed for OT anot.
What the... & Girl... You better put my link also HOR dont make me angry.
Smack ass**`h0ney say wanna call me end up never.
Angry**My eyes wanna
close already.
Tml go learn
driving. Don't know why now not in the mood to learn driving.
Haha. But I really wanna get my
license!Come Come Come~
Got license I promised I'll buy a car ;; Yes a
CAR!Then I would drive you people out for
supper alright?
Newton good?
So bless me everyone!Time passes real FAST!
Wednesday. Happy Valentine! But my valentine is in
army!!! (T_T)
Chey. Valentine. What is it?
It is
just another day.`h0ney,
- Everytime we were together. It's seems like Valentine to me. Shy**
Nevertheless.
An advance .:Happy Valentine:. to my beloved friends.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 12:08 AM

Sunday, February 11, 2007
Full & Fat
Just came back from lunch.
It is a "FULL" one. Oops.
Yes, `honey replied me saying that permission granted and I am allowed to go!
Yeah. Though I think not many people joining us.
Hais. Me & Jiejie + Korkor confirm** only.
The rest? ALL ((Buay Steady)) =(
Anyway I think I have a superb messy bloggie!
Siannz.
Tomorrow gonna be a super duper tired day for me I guess.
Haha. Cause? I
booked 3 lessons for
driving.Starting from 6 till 10.50pm!!!
And then cab home around 11.20pm?
Bath and all reaching 12.00am.
Wake up at 5.30am.
Life sucks big time.
So I must have a good sleep today!
=)
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:45 PM

New Blogskin
Notice something? Yeah man!
I
changed my blog skin again!
Just now went for tea-break then realize that; Don actually knew that someone was tugging at his shirt.
Hahahaha. But he thought that it was somekind of auntie. =X
Alright! Time to work!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:13 PM

Reminiscing Stops
Stayed over night @ honey's house yesterday.
Then today from his house come to work.
His dad offered to give me a free ride but... * I SHY *
Hahahaha.
A-Ha! Saw someone wearing this Green " Assembly Leader " T-Shirt.
So I thought, "Must be someone I know."
Taking a closer look...
..............
.........
.....
...
..
.
It's Mr Don!
____________________________
He was standing somewhere near the door while I was sitting at the first seat near the door.
So I tug at his shirt as his back was facing me, to catch his attention.
But I think this fella got no feeling one leh.
::: No Respond :::
So I tried using poke one. LOL.
Then he turned and say, "eh... you take bus?"
I replied, "Yesterday go BF house ma"
(-_-"')
Then he smiled and try to boast that actually still considered very early for him ah... blarblarblar...
No need to punch card mah... not like me... Angry**
Haha. By 7.30 need to report mah. When I alight it;s already 7.28am.
He say: "Quickly, Runrunrun."
What the!
But i the end I got run a bit then punch at 7.30am on the dot!
Hee... Stupid YinXuan lah damn him.
He tried to block my way and he even covered the punch card machine.
Haha. Yesterday I think most of the time I was play with honey's de PSP.
SIM2. Hehe... I like lor. FUN FUN!
Friday Gulam giving a treat @ Malaysia I wondered Honey allow me to go anot.
EAT SEAFOOD LEH!!!
I think one of the reason why FMC people come in thin thin come out fat fat de reason is most probably due to all these TREATS!
Guilty treats. I am getting fatter!
I really am lor. I don't want.
(T.T)
Change blogskin agian!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:59 PM

Saturday, February 10, 2007
Sunday!
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING HERE AGAIN!!!
FMC TECHNOLOGY
Man. Sunday!!! (Whereby the weather is so good)
I wanna watch shows at home! Weep...
Anyway honey just booked out so I am going to find him after work might be staying overnight at his place because he's booking out till tomorrow 8am!
Hmmm. Actually wanna work half day but dont want lah. 1 day 100 bucks, 1/2 day 50 bucks nia.
Wahhaha!
Yep. I'hv sent in my application form for *** and hopefully,
MAY GOD BLESS ME!!!
Let Lye Qian Yi be [[[SHORT-LISTED]]] ba!!!
Hee. Please Please Please. That would be the best birthday present for me.
Heehee.
Went to JP with Korkor and JieJie. They both damn damn fucking cutie lar.
I secretly shoot their photo while they were playing DDR!
LOLS.
SO SO SO SO FUNNY!!!
There's even this little kiddo who ran about in a * excited manner * & then disappointly walked away while saying, " Chey~ So lousy one "
Wahahhaha~
I wanna die on the spot.
Anyway must thanks Jiejie for her Sakae Sushi meal.
Thanks ah..... =)
Will return you one during May. (Hopefully)
We walked home. On the way many stupid things happen lah.
But I felt very happy.
I like this sort of happiness.
I really do.
These few months are my critical months.
With the ***
My TP on April.
Honey & My b'day
Together with Serene and Don's birthday too!
Phew. Gimme a Break!
Haa-haa. Oh ya ah. Called girl yesterday.
Oh-oh. She's out. I knew it lah. ~DARKNESS~
Luckily I dint participate. * heng heng *
Waste time nia. Haha. K. Time to guai guai work. Muacks.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:55 PM

Friday, February 09, 2007
Happy Happy Birthday Sherr.
You got a mail!
HaPpY HaPpY BiRth`DaY To YoU!!!
Hehs. I know you'll read my bloggie one correct?
Hehes.
Keke. Sisterz. I wishes you all the best with Joshua!
Must invite me to your wedding okay?
Wahahha~!!!
It's Saturday and I wondered what am I doing right here in FMC.
I am working!!!
What the hell?!?! On a Sat?
Cannot be. And I saw someone who is as rare as me to be seen on a Sat. Helea!!!
Gimme 4D number. Faster FaStEr FASTER!!!
Poor Poor Honey. Still serving for the country. Wahaha`
Saw my grandma yesterday ;;
Sadded.
Though I think she looked alright.
Somehow I felt that she's slightly unhappy.
I wanna visit her as much as I can from now on!
Ah Ma!!! I LOVE YOU!
Okay. I think I have quite a lot of work to do.
Hmmm. Well. I shall change my blog a little and get my ass up to work.
Wakekeke!
Not forgetting my beloved girl.
You better win something back for me to see.
Good Luck for your Finals.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:09 PM

Thursday, February 08, 2007
(@.@Zz) Sleepy!
SLEEPY !!!
I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep.I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep.I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to sleep. I don't want to sleep.
Cannot sleep ah! Got a lot of work to do~!!!
Honey Honey!!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:19 PM

Feeling Damn Damn Shag
A languid manner.
I don't feel good. I feel sick.
Yawns. ZZZ... (=.=z)Perhaps I don't have enough sleep.
Wahaha. I am on leave yesterday, hence the reason why I didn't blog.
Went to honey house straight after dining with my colleagues.
A-ha!
Had Yuki Yaki. Hmm. Not bad. =)
Though they say I ate a little and I am like a " Big Small Missy "
I don't like to do the cooking nor be what kind of [ famous/expert chef ]
I fear that the grossy oil splash on me. Haha. So Mr. Don & Low + my cute cute kawaii Serene Jiejie were busy'ing cooking!
Haha. Then 10.30pm close shop ma. Not much time so Me and Don went for the
((Making-Your-Own-Ice Cream Session))
Hee. Then kept playing ScissorPaperStone with Don and the dare is to drink the
::: ICE CREAM SYRUP :::
Kaoz. Sucks. This is so Sick.
Taste like some kind of horrible medicine.
Next time Chivas la! * Grin *
=*)
Yesterday went to NUH with honey to take his report.
Hmmm. Ended up I came back then my mom tell me my Grandma is in hospital.
I feel so sad (T.T) lor. So I gonna visit her today. =''(
She's my favourite Grandma. She dotes on me and I dotes on her.
Yesterday whole day at honey house. Also never do what lar. Very siann lor. Kept watching VCDs and Online. That's all.
Honey ask me: " Baby, reunion dinner where & who you having with?"
* Gave him a weird look *
" With my family lah ;; If not then? "
He said: " Come and eat with me lah " * SHY *
" ..... * Cheeky * I see how first lor! * Happy * ......"
PS : I accepted a new friend.
Heha. Let's start anew.
[ Hi there, what's your name? Intro? ]
~ e N v Y . m E ~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:22 PM

Tuesday, February 06, 2007
My little god-son.

SICK~!!! SO SICK!!! How can any babies be so CUTE to this EXTEND!!!
Man. They're the nephews of my used to bestiie.
Look at the way Kezmann hug him.
I am a little over. I know I know. =(
I missed him too much.
AND Kovmann!!! I didn't see him at all since he was born.
Her sis gave birth to them when she's not even 20?
Anyway she's god damn pretty also!
Haii. I wondered Serene wanna OT then go eat or striaght away go.
I don't feel like working at all!
FUCK!
I so fucking stress with my work.
How I wish I can leave everything behind and go into a deep deep sleep.
It only makes me miss you again.
Loves, You can never be replaced.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:07 PM

Honey's booked out
Honey`s booked out yesterday!
WooHoo~
But he went to play MahJiong with his Sergeant yesterday night till now!
Still playing~
Sian Diao.
Heh. I messaged him,
" Hee. I want to orhorh loh. U cannot flirt flirt ah if there's any gals around. Else baby beatbeat you. Goodnite. Kiss. "
And he replied.
" Hehe. No ger la. All got banana de. gai bei hor. Ai Ni. Kiss *************. Hehe! "
Diiao. (-_-"')
Haha. He's damn cutiie can? My love love.
Then morning he called me and chatted a while.
But his last sentence was,
" Tonight I hughug you "
Make me so happy as he was so sweet can?
Heehee.
Recently I see blogs with sad entries about those bastard boyfriends make me sad.
Why bother? Just live on with it lar.
Seems damn boliao to me lor. (Though I have been through this lar)
Later going to YuKiYaKi at MS.
I gonna starve myself all the way till dinner and gobble everything I can see into my stomach.
Haha. * Wicked *
After that going to honey house.
Shit la. I have been so lazy like miss huang huang.
We didn't go for our driving as often as we used to.
We used to be so hyper when knowing we have driving lessons.
AS WE SIMPLY LOVES DRIVING!!!
And somemore we met some very good instructors.
=)
Grinny Face**
Anyway. God bless. I hope that I can finish all my lessons on time. As I felt that I don't have much time left. My Test Date is in late April and and.
I am just in stage 2! Stage 2!!!!!
there are 5 fucking stages!
Aww.
And there's not much slots lor. Stupid BBDC.
Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate.
Oops. I can hear my stomach grumbling. Haha!
I am HUNGRY!
Oh. I have so many things not yet done.
Man. This is so sick.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:57 PM

Monday, February 05, 2007
Weeping.
Valentine is around the corner. Have you got guys got your presents for your partners?http://www.tiramisutra.com/mainpage5.htmlHere, some idea for you!
Drained out from my work.So many mistakes here and there!I HATE IT!!!
Supposing having my driving lessons later but I cancelled it again. I am totally not in the mood to work today can?Desmond is on MC and Serene is on 1/2 day leave.
Weeps. (T.T)
Hais. Saw this from Janet and Ken bloggie. Kinda sad. The used to so inseparable couples.
被爱是莘福,爱人是痛苦,可是抢求没莘福,而放弃不容易。简单的说,其实爱一个人不容易,可是如果想爱就去爱吧!如果爱你是场梦境,我宁愿沉睡不醒。孤单的背影下,有一颗坚强的心。
Life is so unpredictable. You may be super in love and only have eyes for this particular person. And all of a sudden. You feels nothing for that person anymore and started avoiding him/her.
No one is to be blame. This is feelings. I used to make myself in a very pathetic state. Because of LOVE. What's the use? No one will pity you or care for you if you don't love or respect yourself.
It's really so true that once a person don't love you anymore, MEANS DON'T LOVE ANYMORE!!!Girls out there. Don't suffer so much for a guy. It's no use! =)
Love all you can and enjoy ehatever you can! Life's short! Don't ponder over silly matters. What matters most now is to earn loads of money! If you're studying! Concentrate on your studies.
I wanna enjoy life!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:30 PM

Is it propitious in disguise.
Hey Good Morning!(^.-)//
Every morning, I ALWAYS did the same thing opening that particular website. Aha~
I detested draggy stuffs and I hope something will bring it to an end and stop me from perplexing. Ya?
And OF COURSE!
It's not meant to be seen CLEARLY!
Wahahahah!
Evil~
______________________________________________________________
`Honey is trying to be funny acting like Crayon Shin Chan!
Early in the morning 6am some more! Laughs Out Loud~
I remember I wanna talk about something yesterday but I forgotten what is it.
Eeeyea!
And that's SO irritating!
Stupid DO-B is on MC today due to his sore-eyes.
Hope he get well real soon. =)
::: YUKI YAKI :::
Man. Will be dining out with my FMC colleagues tomorrow!
Yummy. YuKi YaKi. I only had it ONCE on my Birthday last year with `honey.
Supposingly Jack and Carol are SUPPOSED to be there.
But don't know for what reason ended up me and `honey ate ourselves and left.
=X

Loves. `Erichel**
Honey Honey!!! Baby Loves You!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:18 PM

Sunday, February 04, 2007
I lurfe you.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:55 PM

Valentine Gift.
Ta-Da!This is my Valentine Time Day Gift for Mr. BF!
I wonders if he likes it. Because when he received this 1.5 Version (White) PSP.
The first thing he asked was, "Why did you buy?"
Hehs. Hi darling. Do you like it? Do you? DO you? DO YOU???
Bling`Bling.
It cost me a bomb can?
This month must eat Grass already.
Wakeke.
Happy Birthday To YanTing
Ah! Went to celebrate YT (`hunnie's) childhood friend.
At her house. Which is rather near to `hunnie's house.
Like I say, I thought we get to go out later on.
But then people were all forever chatting and chatting!!!
Especially Miss Sharon Peng!
Non-STOP story.
..... (T.T) .....
From, "Hey, wanna go where" to ( Thailand ah... Make-ups ah... Fragrances... )
Ha ha. But I liked her a lot
She's bubbly and cheerful. Superb crap type and can embarrass herself in order to make us laugh. Ho ho~
And one uncanny similar thing between me and her.
We seems to detest the same person in the group.
`Hunnie's EX!!!!! *
Okay okay! I know I sounds like some kind of possessive Bitch.
But I really don't like the way she always tried to act so - CLOSE - with my boy.
Super disgusted can?
Ahhh. Sorry. I just don't like Celest Chong kind of people.
AND at LEAST!!! Celest is quite pretty.
To me. She's only average lor.
Heh heh.
I know I also not very good not fit to say people.
Ha ha. But you think I care?
Nope.
( Laughs Crazily. )
Oops. Continue my story.
And they continued to chat and chat...
Till someone suggested. MahJiong's!!!
Hew~ Fainted**
I know how to play. But cannot play well lar. (-_-")
And some more so NOT interested at the process can?
Bored to death.
So I decided to go Ric's house and get his PSP to download games or take his lappy and watch VCDs. =)
But when I reached his house.
I don't feel like going back already!!!
LOLz.
Ended up help ah girl do bloggiie!!!
Yan Ting plays good host anyway. =D
Ha-ha! `hunnie's came back around 10+??
Bought MacDonald for me to eat!
Because I kept complaining [I am Hungry]
I really am lor!
I helped his sister do bloggie.
But I forced her to take photo with me in return. (Grins**)
That little silly kept saying that she's ugly when she's not lar.
Hmmm. She quarrelled with her mom's ytd. =X
Didn't managed to help her lehs...
Cause aunty very fierce, I also veryscare.
Sunday watched shows and disc ALL THE WAY!!!
Sianed.
And now. I am back to work.
Phew. Luckily not much to handle.
I bun up my hair today.
Ha-ha. And stupid Desmond said "it's tempting to eat" when I asked him whether my hair is messy anot.
WTH~
And you know what. My friendster Shout Out box.
He dunno type what, "I am a little tea pot short and stout!"
Lamer.
`H0NEY. Tried to be very sweet to me on SUNDAY.
Because I threaten him. Hehs. =p
Girl. So Weird. We don't usually SMS-ed.
We always call!!! Why is it that...? Ytd... ='(
Nvm. I forgotten. We'hv parted since the day.
`I missed MY Hunnie!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:33 PM

Thursday, February 01, 2007
Feeling Choleric Recently.
I wondered why am I so easily angered and annoyed nowadays.
Anyway, bought a top from Red2 which makes me regret lor.
I bought it at $40 while my blood sister bought it at just $25.
I shall not purchase any more stuffs with RED 2!
(Bloodboiled)
That's it.
Humph~!!!
* Hopping around angrily *
Yups. Anyway there's this Secondary School class gathering @ Fajar today.
Hiak. Still thinking whether I should go anot.
If I were to go, most probably also 9pm like that.
Ah Lim is going around that time right after his gym training.
ZhongWei must see his mood. He happy and not feeling tired then go.
Benjamin leh... not very sure. Hee.
Saw him outside Far East few weeks ago while I was with honey shopping!
Hmmm. Called Kahli she also unsure about wheter to go anot cause I think she wanna go meet her boyboy.
Heard that Yolk lam and Zi Rui is going.
Haha. But have a mixed feeling of wanting and not wanting to see them.
I miss HuiJuan though.
Hope that you and your baby is safe and bliss.
Shall see how la. My Secondary School days ain't that good like I say.
I missed my Sec 2 Camp though.
(DONT SPOT ME)
We're all muddy!
I would rather go and see *S* with jiejie. heehee.
honey I love you.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:36 PM

Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Lunchiie met old pals.
Oops. Went for lunchiie @ Ngee ann Poly and guess what?
I saw my secondary school pals!
( hopping with excitment )
Haha. Just that brighten up my day.
While I was buying drink with serene for the rest of the colleagues,
HongYun pop out and say.
"QianYi!"
I turned and saw them. Rather stunned but still haven't figure out what's happening.
Abit *STONE* lah. Then I say, "Hi HY."
He then ask me whether I recognise the person beside him anot.
It's Hong Lim la.
They're so called brothers, (not those blood related types)
I gave him a punch and shouted, "SISTERz"!!!
He smilez norhz.
Haha. Used to be very good pals in Secondary School days.
Not much female friends, so I have to bear with the males one norhs.
Haha. They treated me very good though.
Like Ah Lim lending me to copy their homeworks or even copying them on my behalf.
AND
Yun (Ah Di) coaching me on my lousiest subject, Mathermatics.
I am so grateful to them lar. A-ha. There's this BBQ gathering for my Secondary School mates tml. Wondering who will be going. Hehs.
Well. I always said that my Secondary School days sucks BIG TIME for me.
But thinking back.
There're many memorable thingys that's nice and fun.
- Sec 2 camp - Cheering Competitions - Class 1A.
Best thing of all.
My One and Only,
Lye Seng Neo Company International Limited Pte Ltd.
I missed you both more than anything.
May god bring us together one day.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:49 PM

The un-foretold dicey occurrence.
Singapore VS Thailand
Well. The athletic event held @ Singapore National Stadium was simply FABULOUS!!!
And it's the first time in my life to sit in front of the television and watch the match with my whole family. Anyway ladies in my family make a wager to our supportive team.
20 bucks from me supporting our homeground (S i n g a p o r e )
My mom betted 10 bucks to support our country too!
Only that traiter, my sister.
Supported Thailand!
.......................................................................................................................................................................
And just 7 minutes, Sing got their FIRST goal and me and my puipui brother were happily running about in the living room shouting "GOAL~!!!" O leh... O leh Oleh Oleh...~
( BIG GRIN )
Gave my mom a High 5 too!
Hahaha.
While my sister is the grumpy one.
My Dad also commentted that Thailand is very strong blarblarblar.
But after knowing my mom betted 10 bucks on it.
He changed his mind saying
" Wah! Singapore kept attacking... Sure Win "
(-_-"')// *Diao*
But `h0ney also say, it might turn out to be a DRAW.
Sure enough. It became a draw after sometime.
I Sian 1/2 while my sis down there.
"Yes Yes Yes"
Damn it!
And then dunno for what reason there's a conflict.
Haha. Those Thais no sportmanship.
Even if it's malign. But still must carry on ma. Like World Cup.
Get out of the field and stand there complaining and waste my precious time.
....
But ended up Sinapore still win Thailand la. Hee.
Happy~!!!
Kor called me just now asking about something. Aha!
I am so surprise and happy.
But too bad no more.
Oh man. I will think of a better idea for you!
* WiNk*
Specially to Missy Serene.
Hey you. Stop disturbing me else I'll use my [[Tang Lang Gong]] on you!
Heh heh.
Scare leh... =P
Chez`RaNtEd aT 6:26 PM

Tuesday, January 30, 2007
I am so addicted to my blog.
Cannot think of what to talk about but still ; I wanna blog!
I know I am so BoLiao to the extreme. Wahaha~
Whatever.
(Smack forehead)
Heading to BBDC right after my work.
I wonder if I'll meet any familiar instructors there anot. Heh heh.
Sian. Been ages eversince I last went to K.
Hiak. God bless honey bring me to K this Sat.
Heeheeheeheehee.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:14 PM

To Love Is Blissful.

Oh man. =O
I wondered how's Carol and Jack doing. Recently they both rather rocky. And worst of all there's simply NOTHING I can do to help them salvage this 3 years relationship. =(
Makes me wonder, 3 years. Really very hard to come by. In 3 years. Many things can happen. Like for example. I got to know my `h0ney. I got to earn a 3k ++ income in Si Wai. I took part in Miss Singapore Chinatown. (Though I din't get any title)
Most importantly.
I got to work in Swisso^tel and got to know a very important person who changed my life totally. Aha! Shan't be so emo anymore. =X Desmond was saying that all the pics I uploaded in Friendster look "EMO"!!!
Hmm. Life working in FMC is rather good yet boring.
I wanna be a Car Dealer in future.
=D
Though Mr. Don kept asking me to re-consider as it might not turn out good for me.
Sales line. Might turn out good for me de hor! People used to work in Sales selling
->Handphones<-
And therefore I won't get cheated by those small retail shops selling handphones easily. i used to be top sales one hor!!! Haha. Somemore becoming a Car Dealer gets to drive all types of cars. Challenging is the word. Boring things can't keep me for long.
Hmmm.
Life. Better do whatever you wanna do before you can regret.
Today the toilet aunty told me about xu wei lun death. Though I knew about it already la. But seeing it in the newspaper makes me even even more sadded. You know something, she's like so damn beautiful and elegant and character norh. I admired her so much can?
She act in the "dolphin lagoon" like so chio.
No matter she act bad or pathetic or good.
All seems beautiful to ME!!!
And now she's gone. Serene also told me that. Do whatever you want when you thought of it. Action fast else no matter how pretty die already also like that. So true la.
See Newspaper, Zaizai also too sad to make any comment.
=(
Alright la. I dunno what I am ranting at also. Gonna go home soon. * Yawns *
So tired. I missed my E-Ric so much lar!
Yeah, Sat is Yan Ting B'day. Going out!
I wanna wear dress dress. Hehs.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:29 AM

Monday, January 29, 2007
Happy Birthday to FLOFLO
A very happy B'day to Florence.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
23 is still a young girl.
No worries. Hehs.
Stay pretty and cool.
Hope to receive you and Edmund's invitation to Wedding!!!
tata~!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:49 PM

Weirdos.
Recently I realized that there are many weirdos in Friendster.
First. This man.
Keep on pestering people to leave contacts and introducing jobs.
And it's like what the hell.
I tried to ignore him for the first few times till I really couldn't torlerate it anymore.
I replied a Big >>NO<<>
Monday, 25 September, 2006 7:39 AM
Subject: NO.
Message:
Hey you how many times you want me to say I'm not looking for job like that. Just simply stop floodiing my msg. Thanks.
With the most courtesy way I can be.
With a "Thanks" okay? =X
Normally I'll just type some vulgar and mean things.
But this time I did not. Till recently.
He send me that message again.
What the hell.
[[ If NO also have the courtesy to reply]]
To the hell with you lar.
Reply you. Think what you BIG FUCK ah?
I replied him anyway.
"Why must I have the courtesy to reply to someone whom I DON KNOW AT ALL? And who are you to command me to reply? WTH! Please Dont reply."
Afterwhich I saw that "please" word in my reply makes me even madder.
* Scream my lungs out *
- pissed off -
Someone claims I have a son
He asked me is that my son and not waiting for my answer he answered for me.
It's kezmann can?
( MY GOD SON THOU )
Can people not assume?
=X
Tell me so much craps when I don't know him at all.
Ah Seow.
But I think he meant no harm la so I hecked him but I BLOCK that fella above.
Wanna chop him to death.
CB.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:43 PM

New blogskin.
I am so happy because I am almost done with blog skin but I have like tons of undone work stacking up on my desk which is making me superb stress. ='(
I think I don't have a choice but to OT until 9pm today. Oh man. Gosh!I haven't bought my CNY clothes yet. Honey bought his already. Sob.
Hadn't got the time to do so. Anyway now my first piority is to finish up all my scannings and slack.Haha. Stupid Don and Serene very troublesome one. Meeting still want me take chocolate down for them. Haha.
He called. Buai.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:07 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007
Sadded
P(.")(",)R FiShY!
Haha. My colleague send me a video on Sashimi and it's like damn gross can?
I tried to upload the video on youtube but dumb dumb says it takes 1 whole day to process.
Yea. Anyway it's bloody cold today. Blrrr... * Gimme more jackets *
Someone passed away. . . (Echo)
Someone passed away. . . (Echo)
Heard from honey that a actress die from a car accident today.
Sadded. The most recent one, an actress from taiwan just passed away. She's only 28.
It hurts me to know that someone so angelic died so young.
It's so painful.Rest in peace.
Oh ya. Did I mention that I wanna edit my bloggie on Sat?
Nah. Ends up watching other people bloggie. Cause not using honey's lappy.
Not in the mood to edit lor. Anyway I helped ah girl to edit her bloggie abit. =)
I wanna edit my bloggie today leh but lots of thingy to do.
( CRY LOUDLY ) [[WAHHHHHHH!!!]]
K buai!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 8:01 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007
` kill me s0me0ne * ='(
At Hunnie's friend house
Right now I am at hunnie's friend house.
And they're playing MJ lor. ='(
I feel so bored can? Though hunnie did his part by buying alot of junk food for me.
But I am still not satisfy.
So bored can?
And baddie Edmund wanna use lappy so I have no choice but to use his friend com.
It's not so bad lah just that Picasa and my pics all in there.
Me wanna edit my bloggie ma since I have nothing better to do.
Wahahha~!!!
Florence, so you know why I mention that Edmund is bored?
Because you're not by his side then he had to play with his soccer games.
Aha!
Nvm la. Since I am already here.
Bleak.
FMC
I came to realise that many people in FMC like calling me " xiao mei mei "
Like Don and Kel.
Something even worst,
that toopid DUMB!
14 years old kid some more.
WTH.
The bad Encounter
Hmmm. Don't know what should I say or do.
Anyway one grows strong after meeting many obstacles.
Oh ya, today Singapore VS Malaysia.
Hunnie is so excited about this match lor.
Just now at home he was singing away...
Go Go Go!!!
Singapore LOSE
(-__-"')
Me and his sister then look at each other in a weird way.
Kaoz. We're Singaporean leh...
Never support forget it.
Still curse them lose.
Time to edit my bloggie.
Loves,
Erichel.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 6:23 AM

Friday, January 26, 2007
Yawnsss
Zzz. . .
Man. I am like so tired can?
Ahhh... Edited my blogskin a little.
Me now at `hunnie's house.
He's at camp ; lor!!!
What the hell...
(-_-"')
Went for my driving just now and saw the instructor who taught me the first time.
Haha. I was running and hopping over to greet him while he's teaching a student on the main road lor.
... ... ...
Okay...
Time for me to sleep.
I realised that FMC people loves disturbing and irritating me.
Arghhh... Damn u all~~~
Muackahsss h0ney ; I missh you!!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 9:06 AM

Thursday, January 25, 2007
`Miss Tourism Singapore.
0kay. I didn't wanted to talk about her. =X
But my life also nothing much to talk about leh. (-_-"')
Laii Laii Laii...
Ladies and Gentlemen,
Brothers and Sisters.
Please kindly vote for Miss ` Cassevonrie Chia HuiLing.
SMS - MT 17 to 73300 each is $2 consist of 10 votes
Don't tell me 2 bucks also dont have hor!
Wahaha~!!!
Last time when I am in Miss Singapore Chinatown I also hope that I am supported by my friends and all~!
So support okay!
Haha. Oops. Eunice also.
She's MT one. Got spare $ must support her too okay?
My Pageant good friend.
I think this pageant their chances very high. Haha.
* Regret *
Why last time missed this chance cause of her.
Arghhh.
Nvm. I no time also.
Bleah.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 10:33 PM

Bloggie Re-Opening.
Aha! Take a look at this. (Below)
Maybe I really should blog more hor. Keke.
Going for driving later on. * yawns *
Haha. Boring lar. Today considered nothing much to do lar.
Heh heh heh.
So I can maybe slack a while. Ah-ha.
Wanna edit my BLOGSKIN!!!
I am so fucked up with that helly someone and I won't mention anything about that blardy again!!!
Tata~!!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 3:50 PM

I am trying to be lame~
4th Entry for the day.
I promised this shall be the last one for the day.
Testimonials.
- - -EnVyMe... Posted 6/11/2004
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- - -EnVyMe... Posted 21/9/2005
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- - -EnVyMe... Posted 16/11/2005
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- - -EnVyMe... Posted 6/4/2006
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- - -EnVyMe... Posted 1/6/2006
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- - -EnVyMe... Posted 11/7/2006
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- - -EnVyMe... Posted 20/7/2006
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- - -EnVyMe... Posted 20/7/2006
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- - -EnVyMe... Posted 12/8/2006
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- - -EnVyMe... Posted 14/8/2006
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- - -EnVyMe... Posted 17/8/2006
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- - -EnVyMe... Posted 21/9/2006
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Haha PrettyHmm where you wanna drink at ?Dbl O or rush haha Or where lols~~I sui shi feng pei dao di de~LoLS..Haha.With lurbs.[*-Hui`lnG`~]
- - -EnVyMe... Posted 27/9/2006
Haha BaobeiiToo bad we din manage to Go to The place you wanna go tonight[*but~]Anw you 're still on ur way to moi HSe...For our Drinking Session!! haha..Yeah..So fret NotI'll alwaes be dere Fer Euu..[:-Hugs N kisses-:]27 Sep 07.22Pm
- - -EnVyMe... Posted 11/10/2006
Jiayou jiayou -For our Coming Sat n SUn14/10/6-15/10/06Jiayou-`[Ku JIN gan Lai.~]All this time being with U So much -really enjoy ur company _Hope we can be sisters Forever n Ever Kk ?I love You[~Miss me Hor]`^cAssE*~
- - -EnVyMe... Posted 23/10/2006
girl girl I wan moi light brown hair BYe..I look like shyt in this w/o ani make up omg~~ i waanna cry~!!!MSC!!!!i miss U .can i see u tml?With aiai?Get back Asap~~Love u!!~~Best Friends 4eva
- - -EnVyMe... Posted 28/11/2006
My favourite gal gal!!Long time nv go out with u le wor~~ Only tok on fone n MSn..Hmm..Wanna follow down to expo n visit me this weekend at Expo ??Details ask me kk?I Heart U!Casse- Ur Typical girlfriend =p
- - -EnVyMe... Posted 15/12/2006
baobeiii...I love u n i miss u oso..haven been u seeing u Fer a L Oooong Time..You have my blessings in watever u do kaEs?Heartz...[Casse`]
- - -EnVyMe... Posted 18/12/2006
Where moi erichel ? LolsWahahhaCasseLoves.
I miss qiangqiang the horny doggy.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 1:47 AM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Tons Of Work Undone!

Oh man.
So tired seh even though I slept around 6.30 pm ytd.
... diao ...
(-_-"') [3 STROKES]
Damn sianz can? Gonna OT till 6.48pm to complete some stuffs.
Even though some "dumb" promised me to OT till
999 !!!NINE!!! 999
Nvm. Cause I am feeling rather tired myself.
Heehee.
Oh. Is this the 3rd entry of the day?
Guess I am really too b0lia0 like what Miss `chia said.
Blurrrr...
Office damn damn cold.
=P
But I like it.
Arghh. Now that dumb want to work till 8pm.
What the hell...
[[ When I have the mood to go home early... ]]
Anything lor.
` hunnie back to camppie ler *
Hao Sian Oh!
Out of a sudden so many people come and ask me what happened between me and her.
Arghhh~!!!
So lazy to repeat the story again and again can?
='(
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`T e l l Y o u A J o k e *
Ah huay went for a job interview, and when the manager saw him wearing a colorful shirt, golden hair, streaked red tie and white shoes, he screamed in his mind,
"OH MY GOD! THIS CAN'T BE IT, WOMEN!"
Since he had no choice, he had a wild idea.
"If you can make a sentance out of GREEN, PINK, YELLOW, BLUE, WHITE, PURPLE, and BLACK, I'll give you this job."
Ah huay thought awhile, and said. "I heard the phone go GREEN GREEN GREEN! Than I go PINK up the phone, and said, "YELLOW? BLUE's that? WHITE did you say? Don't PURPLEly go disturb people, and dont call BLACK, ok? Kum siah."
The manager fainted.
Man. It 's raining right now. =X
( Sian 1/2 )
Now that dumb say wanna 6.48pm go home.
Shall follow suit. Since hunnie wanted me to go home and rest earlier.
Hee.
Tata~!!
Chez`RaNtEd aT 11:08 PM

What to get for valentine . Blurr**
Flowers Lovers!!!
Wanna get flowers for your girlfriend?
WOO-HOO!
Take a look at this!!!
White Roses in the day time and...
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Cling!!!
GOT NICE?!?! ~ G L O W - I N - T H E - D A R K ~
Wanna place an order? Wahha~!!!
Okay. End of it..... =)
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Casse` Chia .
A name that's so familar and yet strange to me now.
Those moments.

Thinking back . 3 years is not easy to come by .
Dont cha think so? =)
Xian Zai De Wo Meng .
"learntolivemylifewithoutyou"
&
"learntoliveyourlifewithoutme"
Gera love x 2 told me ytd that,
"Don't worry, you both won't end so easily with the help of me"
Love, things are not so simple when one changes .
Nvm. Let it be. =X
I think maybe what you say is correct.
We both tried.
But still the misunderstanding became worst due to the wrong timing and all.
Ha-ha.
` All the best to you and YuanCi.
Study hard in Poly.
Hope you get yourself a name in those event shows. *

Somehow this photo appears whenever we have a quarrel har?
Whahahhaha!
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`Hunnie.
Ha-ha. Lesser quarrels and all~!!!
I am so grateful.
Keep it this way alright?
<3>
Recently getting busy with my driving.
Met some real nice instructors.
Busy with my work and getting trained on how to be a good secretary.
Woo ho...
Can't wait to get my license.
Damn damn in love with driving.
This is such a long entry correct?
Wahahah~!!!
Hey there all~!!!
I am going to blog more often.
Come back to my bloggie ok.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 6:15 PM

Same old blog . Same old me . A different US .
` HeyYa everyone. *
I am back after opening so many new bloggies. Wahha~
Deleted all and back to this. Hehs.
Afterall this blog have the most memories.
I used to lock my previous blog and limit the number of people from visiting beause...
I am shy. *blush*
Haha~!!!
No lah. It's not that lar.
But somehow I think I need attention to motivate me from blogging more often like how I used to.
Friendship
Can be build up strong and yet fragile.
So sick and tired of that bloody therefore I got to erase whatever that's before my eyes.
Like deleting of hp list contact, msn and friendster.
Her say:
I dun knoe why some ppl can be so boliao since we cant be sister den just purely frens or maybe aqquaintances and i know your thinking. Since no frens mean all the way wat for still kip in contact .fine since u wanna think it this way i gt nth to say.
3 years is wasted de la.I mean Do u have to do till this extent .I didnt meant to blog abt it or wad but i was just shocked you could be doing this to a fren of 3 years.
Omg... hais anw nvm . All the best in FMC .anw u r turning 20 soon .
Take carez
Morning went for my final theory and i failed again wahahha!Then headed to sch to study for Comm skills testHmm...but was slping throughout the revision la .hheeweekend is coming again and i am gonna be bz again shag!
Casse `
It's not that I am "boliao".
It's because I treasured friendships.
All those people around me are more than
"just purely frens or maybe aqquaintances"
So, in simple form... we're not suitable.
And since you know that my character is like that, what for you still say I am boliao.
To me you're the more boliao one lor.
Whatever.
Let's all get a life. Drop this subject.
=)
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:54 PM

Monday, December 25, 2006
Changed of Address again!!!
Heyhey!
I wanted to limit the number of people to view my bloggie!
Ask from me my password!
So far only girl and florence have.
Sherr carol and all~
I free go friendster find and give u!
TATA~
Chez`RaNtEd aT 5:15 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Vexed.
I am feeling so upset lar!
Hais. So vexed.
Some many events coming on.
Lack of sleep.
Strengthless.
*ScReAm*
Anyway, went to Siwai with Alicia yesterday.
Damn funny. Hee. Long time dint go there and see my old colleagues ler.
Haha. Went to the nearby S-11 makan.
Ate Lala, stingray and all~
Yummy.
Girl now always stick to korr.
For 3 whole weeks?
Haha. Loving. I like~!!!
Damn, my blog skin is like shit right?
Sorry. Totally no time to make nicenice.
I would rather do that on my nails instead since there're so many upcoming events.
Ya.
16.12.06 - D & D
17.12.06 - Work Cum dine out with pri sch friend.
22.12.06 - *proudly* 14 months anniversary!!!
23.12.06 - BPPS gathering!
24.12.06 - X'mas Eve (haven't plan yet most likely with hubby)
25.12.06 - Same norhs.
Just like that it's enough to kill me!
And I am running out of cash. =(
Kill me someone.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 4:05 PM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Busy like a _____ ` Bee .
Hmm. Something is wrong with my blog har...
Gonna change it later when I have the time.
Yar. Recently not happy.
Don't know why lar.
My company D & D this coming Saturday.
Maybe Friday go find `hubby.
Sat around 3-4 pm leave his house go home prepare.
Impossible to bring all my stuffs to his house and prepare ba?
Lols.
Erms. Yups.
Ever wondered, is it love or just simply used to it.
I don't know.
I just know that.
To give and take is the secret of ever lasting love.
I am a human too.
Don't advantage of me.
Once I get tired.
Once I really give up.
ByeBye to you for good.
=)
I just hope that, it won't happen to us.
But, if it really happens to us.
I will accept it.
I will this time.
I must also.
I love gentlemens.
That's all I ask for in a Bf criteria.
Chez`RaNtEd aT 7:17 PM

Monday, December 11, 2006
Pissed Off
I am Extra Pissed off today.
Not knowing the reason why though.
Many things undone and people looking for Certs here and there.
Might be going out with Serene after work to shop for XiangWei present even though I am so fucking broke right now. =(
Haha. Saw Ci